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Serious I have suicidal thoughts but I will never do it.

R15

R15

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It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
 
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R15 said:
It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
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It will get better bro
 
R15 said:
It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
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I’ll be honest with you life can get better but the thoughts never go away fully
 
I also could have been 6ft+ but my mom is an 5'2 ltn, but no acne.
 
R15 said:
It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
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Kick their asses
 
R15 said:
It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
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Brootal.


Unfortunately you're in a spawn trap, so you can't exactly get out of this easily


If by last day you mean your last day of senior year, then that gives you the oppurtunity to isolate from those kind of people.

As for your mom, do not interact with her unless you are in a situation where you must do so. (Don't talk to her when you get home from school, don't talk to her when you're downstairs, etc)


I'm not telling you to go no contact, (as that is your decision to make) but you need to isolate yourself from people that make you feel worse.


obviously try getting help, but i doubt you can in this situation. Hoping the best for you regardless, as I went through similar experiences during my earlier formative years.
 
tragaleon said:
Brootal.


Unfortunately you're in a spawn trap, so you can't exactly get out of this easily


If by last day you mean your last day of senior year, then that gives you the oppurtunity to isolate from those kind of people.

As for your mom, do not interact with her unless you are in a situation where you must do so. (Don't talk to her when you get home from school, don't talk to her when you're downstairs, etc)


I'm not telling you to go no contact, (as that is your decision to make) but you need to isolate yourself from people that make you feel worse.


obviously try getting help, but i doubt you can in this situation. Hoping the best for you regardless, as I went through similar experiences during my earlier formative years.
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no I'm not a senior yet
 
tragaleon said:
Brootal.


Unfortunately you're in a spawn trap, so you can't exactly get out of this easily


If by last day you mean your last day of senior year, then that gives you the oppurtunity to isolate from those kind of people.

As for your mom, do not interact with her unless you are in a situation where you must do so. (Don't talk to her when you get home from school, don't talk to her when you're downstairs, etc)


I'm not telling you to go no contact, (as that is your decision to make) but you need to isolate yourself from people that make you feel worse.


obviously try getting help, but i doubt you can in this situation. Hoping the best for you regardless, as I went through similar experiences during my earlier formative years.
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Yoo bro you took the spawn trap inspiration for me right ?
 
R15 said:
just summer break
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Unfortunately there's not much you can do then 💔


If all else goes wrong, start doing things to your bullies that you can easily get away with to take out your anger (i have given this advice before)


Steal one of their phones and share porn videos with all their friends and family, throw it in a lake, etc


Obviously not everyone really has the capacity to do stuff like that but it is an option
 
Lmtnboy1748 said:
is not genes you were just born on a unlucky spawn point
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I think it is abit like they have hormonal imbalances in their brain and nd and allot of bipolar family members no idea but my spawn point wasn’t the best either
 
R15 said:
It's genuinely hell bro these kids make fun of me for no reason, last week I was getting trash thrown at me, another time I was pissing and they threw a trashcan at me. I don't know who's real anymore. This one foid Eden is fucking making turn in to ER's disciple bro. I want it to end faster bro, thank God its the last full day. And I'm also 5'6 180, I have no one to talk to anymore. My own mom cusses me out and hits me and then tries to apologize even tho she'll do it again. Whenever the hear me knock on the door after being late the scream bloody murder. I have no deep friends, no one to talk to, no one to tell anything, my only cope is ranting on these forums. Too much screaming, to much yelling, no quietness. I don't even have my own room, to keep peace. The thing is, I've been wanting to kill my self since 3rd grade. I don't even know if anything matters anymore. I talk and no-one replies, I'm also living in my brothers shadow. He's the peak athlete guy, star kicker, A's all year, ripped, tall, ginger curls, girls practically beg for him. I want it to end, but it won't, it will never, it's over.
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Rob Ur bullies. Steal from Ur mum. Run away and take the next train to a different city
 
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