I learned today

[Deleted Member 54235]

That everyone thinks I’m a bitch lol I hate talking about my feelings so I go mute 90% of the time and ik it’s selfish to expect ppl to read through me but I just can’t talk abt how I feel and I wish someone could just sympathize with me I’m experiencing the worst week of my life and I feel awful and I look awful and everything’s awful

I’m hoping if I put this out to the universe that id atleast be able to sleep or something

 

[Schizotypalcel]

You make people try to find out the complexity in how a rainbow is made instead of showing them it and letting them accept it.

 

[Deleted Member 54235]

You make people try to find out the complexity in how a rainbow is made instead of showing them it and letting them accept it.

I don’t think I have the brain capacity to interpret this atm

 

[Schizotypalcel]

I don’t think I have the brain capacity to interpret this atm

Showing people how you feel is the rainbow, showing them the complexity (selfishness/muting) is more damaging since it's a constant unraveling of what they see as unpredictable.

You don't want people walking on eggshells with you, you want people to care and doing that selfish behavior isn't going to make you feel better, if anything worse.

 

[TonyDr]

That everyone thinks I’m a bitch lol I hate talking about my feelings so I go mute 90% of the time and ik it’s selfish to expect ppl to read through me but I just can’t talk abt how I feel and I wish someone could just sympathize with me I’m experiencing the worst week of my life and I feel awful and I look awful and everything’s awful

I’m hoping if I put this out to the universe that id atleast be able to sleep or something

It's just a bad week it'll be better dw. Try to speak more, people can't read mind so makes sure to be verbal

 

[Deleted Member 54235]

Showing people how you feel is the rainbow, showing them the complexity (selfishness/muting) is more damaging since it's a constant unraveling of what they see as unpredictable.

You don't want people walking on eggshells with you, you want people to care and doing that selfish behavior isn't going to make you feel better, if anything worse.

Thank you. This gave me a new perspective

 

[slopslinger]

 

[Deleted Member 67860]

That everyone thinks I’m a bitch lol I hate talking about my feelings so I go mute 90% of the time and ik it’s selfish to expect ppl to read through me but I just can’t talk abt how I feel and I wish someone could just sympathize with me I’m experiencing the worst week of my life and I feel awful and I look awful and everything’s awful

I’m hoping if I put this out to the universe that id atleast be able to sleep or something

hopefully everything is gonna get better for you lola we care about you