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[dipenhydramine]

f****t

 

[Nenestar]

Brutal noreply pill.

 

[fashist]

benadryla ngyl

 

[dipenhydramine]

Brutal noreply pill.

ye gud i edited da original shiet

 

[dipenhydramine]

benadryla ngyl

da freaking benadryl angyl

 

[gravegoth]

f****t

i havent done any in like 5 days because i had a rly bad trip
#relate

 

[dipenhydramine]

i havent done any in like 5 days because i had a rly bad trip
#relate

what happened

 

[gravegoth]

what happened

oh god, so I'm not gonna get too into it, but I ended up calling 911 because I thought hallucinations were like genuinely real.. hallucinating that a family member was having a genuine medical emergency after i took 500mgs

(THANKS @vespertine FOR THE HORRIBLE ADVICE 500MGS WAS INFACT TOO MUCH FOR A 115LB GIRL!!!) (jfl vesp is the best lol, I don't think I would've gotten through that trip without him)

 

[gravegoth]

it was a lot worse than that, but that was like the notable moment

 

[dipenhydramine]

oh god, so I'm not gonna get too into it, but I ended up calling 911 because I thought hallucinations were like genuinely real.. hallucinating that a family member was having a genuine medical emergency after i took 500mgs

(THANKS @vespertine FOR THE HORRIBLE ADVICE 500MGS WAS INFACT TOO MUCH FOR A 115LB GIRL!!!) (jfl vesp is the best lol, I don't think I would've gotten through that trip without him)

tbh yeah the worst part is believing the shit yu see tbh

personally da lowest dose i did was 500 but ye different weights so make sense

it was a lot worse than that, but that was like the notable moment

ye some bad shit can happen if ur not careful especially 700mg plus

 

[gravegoth]

tbh yeah the worst part is believing the shit yu see tbh

personally da lowest dose i did was 500 but ye different weights so make sense

ye some bad shit can happen if ur not careful especially 700mg plus

i had done 500 and up before, i was just under alot of stress with personal life stuff and I think it just really messed with me, i normally text @vespertine while i do stuff and it keeps me chill but when I believed the hallucination I ended up just leaving my phone after i called 911 (my family handled that, no dispatch happened) so I literally couldn't and my family thought I was having like some kind of psychotic break (i have bpd and they definitely thought I was having like hallucinations because of that) and they were panicking, so that kind of egged me on a little bit and i couldnt text vesp like i normally do so I was literally believing everything that was happening

 

[dipenhydramine]

i had done 500 and up before, i was just under alot of stress with personal life stuff and I think it just really messed with me, i normally text @vespertine while i do stuff and it keeps me chill but when I believed the hallucination I ended up just leaving my phone after i called 911 (my family handled that, no dispatch happened) so I literally couldn't and my family thought I was having like some kind of psychotic break (i have bpd and they definitely thought I was having like hallucinations because of that) and they were panicking, so that kind of egged me on a little bit and i couldnt text vesp like i normally do so I was literally believing everything that was happening

hope ur all good now blud

my advice is stay away from messages and shiet bcuz every time i had my phone id either message people random shit or think id messages someone some bad shit so yeah its unessacary stress which makes it more vivid

but yeah doing it when your not mentally good doesnt help either when i was doing it at da worst i heard sum bad shit but idk da visual hallucinations were never dat scary to me

 

[gravegoth]

hope ur all good now blud

my advice is stay away from messages and shiet bcuz every time i had my phone id either message people random shit or think id messages someone some bad shit so yeah its unessacary stress which makes it more vivid

but yeah doing it when your not mentally good doesnt help either when i was doing it at da worst i heard sum bad shit but idk da visual hallucinations were never dat scary to me

well, this family member had had prior medical stuff happen and I saw their face like swelling and they were genuinely asking me to call 911 to help them so it was like a scary realistic.. before this I had seen stuff, but it was never like this bad and this realistic

And yeah, for texting, I only really text vesp and I tell him before I take everything, hes 100% chill with it and doesnr mind

 

[dipenhydramine]

well, this family member had had prior medical stuff happen and I saw their face like swelling and they were genuinely asking me to call 911 to help them so it was like a scary realistic.. before this I had seen stuff, but it was never like this bad and this realistic

And yeah, for texting, I only really text vesp and I tell him before I take everything, hes 100% chill with it and doesnr mind

yee it sorta fuks with whats on ur mind ig

remember my worst experience was listening to da wall explain how i should kill myself and i had a conversation n sheit and then i look at him and its js da wall

good luck next time blud if yur gonna do it again ig

also yu prolly had a bad time bcuz you took dipenhydramine hydrochloride which is basicially more concentrated dipenhydramine so a bit stronger

 

[gravegoth]

yee it sorta fuks with whats on ur mind ig

remember my worst experience was listening to da wall explain how i should kill myself and i had a conversation n sheit and then i look at him and its js da wall

good luck next time blud if yur gonna do it again ig

also yu prolly had a bad time bcuz you took dipenhydramine hydrochloride which is basicially more concentrated dipenhydramine so a bit stronger

if I do do it again, I'm going to be extra careful and probably take less since i weigh 110 (now), vesp was like "yeah you'll be fine, 500 shouldnt be that bad" then i just kinda fucking died

 

[dipenhydramine]

if I do do it again, I'm going to be extra careful and probably take less since i weigh 110 (now), vesp was like "yeah you'll be fine, 500 shouldnt be that bad" then i just kinda fucking died

prolly go for like 250 and then if it doesnt hit take another 50 but always wait til yu feel da heart rate going crazy dats when yk its kicked in

 

[gravegoth]

prolly go for like 250 and then if it doesnt hit take another 50 but always wait til yu feel da heart rate going crazy dats when yk its kicked in

well, the thing is I had taken 500 before and ive also taken 800 before, I guess this time I was just not in a good mental space and it just kinda hit weird

 

[gravegoth]

im experienced with substances n shit, i genuinely don't know why this time I just kind of started tweaking

 

[dipenhydramine]

well, the thing is I had taken 500 before and ive also taken 800 before, I guess this time I was just not in a good mental space and it just kinda hit weird

yee prolly js a mix of lower tolerence + hydrochloride + mental state

da most i did is 1200mg and it was bad ig

im experienced with substances n shit, i genuinely don't know why this time I just kind of started tweaking

ppls underestimate it js bcuz its OTC but it can fuark w yu

 

[Mandy?]

 

[Mandy?]

 

[dipenhydramine]

i was liek 14 and it seemed fun ig

 

[dipenhydramine]

yeee as soon as i can get em

 

[gravegoth]

hi mandy, your still talking in slowmo

and uhhh honestly ive done alot of stuff, i just wanted benny that time idk

 

[Mandy?]

i was liek 14 and it seemed fun ig

 

[Mandy?]

 

[dipenhydramine]

ehhhh ill b fine tbh i havent done it dis year yet so ye

 

[gravegoth]

is this english

 

[dipenhydramine]

i heard it

 

[gravegoth]

i heard it

someone see if mandy is okay mandy is talking in slowmo

 

[dipenhydramine]

is this english

da cia sent a flying dirtbike

 

[dipenhydramine]

someone see if mandy is okay mandy is talking in slowmo

hes fineeee

 

[gravegoth]

i wanna try DMT

 

[dipenhydramine]

i wanna try DMT

same tbh id try anythingi could get doe

 

[dipenhydramine]

@Mandy? one night we should vc and do benadryl

 

[Mandy?]

someone see if mandy is okay mandy is talking in slowmo

 

[gravegoth]

@Mandy? one night we should vc and do benadryl

me to

 

[Mandy?]

@Mandy? one night we should vc and do benadryl

 

[dipenhydramine]

a10 warthog fist of god

 

[gravegoth]

whatever you say mandy

 

[Mandy?]

whatever you say mandy

 

[dipenhydramine]

me to

y mean ya if yu want to

hatman is bs blud i saw like one think similar to him and indidnit like maybe over hundred times its fineee

 

[gravegoth]

thats great hun

 

[Mandy?]

a10 warthog fist of god

 

[dipenhydramine]

you mean da mossad

 

[Mandy?]

you mean da mossad

 

[dipenhydramine]

i frinking heard da bike doe

 

[Mandy?]

i frinking heard da bike doe

 

[dipenhydramine]

shoot cumblasts back at them

 

[vespertine]

i've stayed clear of benadryl for years and i don't plan on going back to it