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Its absolutely brutal the way i fumbled my soulmate for fatherless whores and fat bitches truth be told i had multiple dating apps during our relationship even if were on and off. just to end up alone abusing drugs, the most lonely feeling i have is when i realize that my ex is never gonna be in my life again and how i cant talk to her. The worst part was when the random girls would be asking me to delete these apps not knowing i had a gf and the entire time. i only actually liked my girl but i was too blackpilled (subconsiously) that i thought theres no chance she was loyal to me and i had to cheat first and have backup options, even when i broke up with her and saw her move on i let that affect our second attempt at getting back together cause i was too jealous and insecure. i shouldnt have blamed her for having rosters after i dumped her cause anyone would turn into a hoe after dealing with my ass. She gave me so many chances and allowed me to act like a r****d until one day she just had enough and left for good and now im too ashamed to go back. After we broke up is when i started joining looksmax forums and now im too obsessed with ascending to distract the fact that im just a garbage person to be with and i have a weird combination of ego problems and crippling insecurity