Rage I miss my foid mtb ex even tho I hate her

[A1AD3H]

I fucking miss that foid even if I hate her at the same time. Yes she manipulated my feelings and told lies about me to all her friends and love bombed me. I dont Think I'll every be able to pull a makeupcel mtb every again. I hope she experiences 1% of my mental anguish I go through My life is a fucking disaster.

Every time I'm alone in my room, I think of the relationship I had with her, and I genuinely start tearing up. She destroyed the innocence I had on love, and I genuinely can't think of it as I used to. I don't even think she loved me; it was just limerence. When she found out I was an actual human and not some figure of her imagination, she already started talking to other guys and broke up with me.

I have no friends to talk to. I do nothing but rot on online forums all day. I can't even talk to normies anymore. They don't understand me. It's like I'm talking in another language. I'm a worthless ltn loser chud that even my own parents dislike.

 

[Hey Lo]

sigh

 

[Love]

I fucking miss that foid even if I hate her at the same time. Yes she manipulated my feelings and told lies about me to all her friends and love bombed me. I dont Think I'll every be able to pull a makeupcel mtb every again. I hope she experiences 1% of my mental anguish I go through My life is a fucking disaster.

Every time I'm alone in my room, I think of the relationship I had with her, and I genuinely start tearing up. She destroyed the innocence I had on love, and I genuinely can't think of it as I used to. I don't even think she loved me; it was just limerence. When she found out I was an actual human and not some figure of her imagination, she already started talking to other guys and broke up with me.

I have no friends to talk to. I do nothing but rot on online forums all day. I can't even talk to normies anymore. They don't understand me. It's like I'm talking in another language. I'm a worthless ltn loser chud that even my own parents dislike.

dnr

 

[A1AD3H]

What was the point of commenting than

 

[Pento]

I fucking miss that foid even if I hate her at the same time. Yes she manipulated my feelings and told lies about me to all her friends and love bombed me. I dont Think I'll every be able to pull a makeupcel mtb every again. I hope she experiences 1% of my mental anguish I go through My life is a fucking disaster.

Every time I'm alone in my room, I think of the relationship I had with her, and I genuinely start tearing up. She destroyed the innocence I had on love, and I genuinely can't think of it as I used to. I don't even think she loved me; it was just limerence. When she found out I was an actual human and not some figure of her imagination, she already started talking to other guys and broke up with me.

I have no friends to talk to. I do nothing but rot on online forums all day. I can't even talk to normies anymore. They don't understand me. It's like I'm talking in another language. I'm a worthless ltn loser chud that even my own parents dislike.

Foid mtb

 

[A1AD3H]

Foid mtb

What?

 

[over0]

You will get over it, you're being dramatic as your brains overloaded rn but this way of thinking won't help

 

[A1AD3H]

You will get over it, you're being dramatic as your brains overloaded rn but this way of thinking won't help

It's almost been a year since and I'm still not over it

 

[tbl12]

It's almost been a year since and I'm still not over it

fuck brutal n***a. u need other bitches to talk too. you gotta stop dwelling on it and fill ur time with literally anything to keep ur mind off the hoe. shits tuff

 

[over0]

It's almost been a year since and I'm still not over it

Because you're putting it on a pedestal of some sorts (aka you're thinking about it too much and making it out to be worse than it is)

Look back at the relationship (seems like you already have) and look at what you did right and wrong and what you can learn from yourself. Was there any red flags you missed? Was the relationship ever actually gonna work out anyway? Now go get a hobby, distract yourself, spend time with other people and invest in yourself

You cant change people only your outlook no point in mourning. Chances are you'll find someone better eventually (no this is not cope)

 

[apatheia]

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Because you're putting it on a pedestal of some sorts (aka you're thinking about it too much and making it out to be worse than it is)

Look back at the relationship (seems like you already have) and look at what you did right and wrong and what you can learn from yourself. Was there any red flags you missed? Was the relationship ever actually gonna work out anyway? Now go get a hobby, distract yourself, spend time with other people and invest in yourself

You cant change people only your outlook no point in mourning. Chances are you'll find someone better eventually (no this is not cope)

Keeping it real today @over0 over

 

[A1AD3H]

fuck brutal n***a. u need other bitches to talk too. you gotta stop dwelling on it and fill ur time with literally anything to keep ur mind off the hoe. shits tuff

The only girls that like me back are subs 5 and Lltns that weigh as much as a neutron star

 

[A1AD3H]

Because you're putting it on a pedestal of some sorts (aka you're thinking about it too much and making it out to be worse than it is)

Look back at the relationship (seems like you already have) and look at what you did right and wrong and what you can learn from yourself. Was there any red flags you missed? Was the relationship ever actually gonna work out anyway? Now go get a hobby, distract yourself, spend time with other people and invest in yourself

You cant change people only your outlook no point in mourning. Chances are you'll find someone better eventually (no this is not cope)

All my classmates told me not to date her but I was to love blinded to listen to them I knew from the start it wasn't going to work because she was a basic kpop stan and im a ND loser. She also openly said she didn't have any feelings when she was with her ex and she was just messing around with him (her ex tried to kill himself after she broke up with him). I knew that was a major red flag, and she also slept over another boy's house the third week we started dating.

 

[over0]

All my classmates told me not to date her but I was to love blinded to listen to them I knew from the start it wasn't going to work because she was a basic kpop stan and im a ND loser. She also openly said she didn't have any feelings when she was with her ex and she was just messing around with him (her ex tried to kill himself after she broke up with him). I knew that was a major red flag, and she also slept over another boy's house the third week we started dating.

Best advice is just not to put up with that shit and leave especially early on since you definitely shouldn't be attached enough for that to be a problem

I find a good way to stop this is to be friends or to actually get to know the person before dating or atleast attachment

 

[A1AD3H]

Best advice is just not to put up with that shit and leave especially early on since you definitely shouldn't be attached enough for that to be a problem

I find a good way to stop this is to be friends or to actually get to know the person before dating or atleast attachment

The girl I'm talking to already wants to date me after 3 days of talking. I clearly said no, but I also don't find her physically attractive at all because she's big, but this is the only female attention I've really gotten since last year.

 

[apatheia]

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The girl I'm talking to already wants to date me after 3 days of talking. I clearly said no, but I also don't find her physically attractive at all because she's big, but this is the only female attention I've really gotten since last year.

If you are not sexually attracted to someone do not date them.

 

[over0]

The girl I'm talking to already wants to date me after 3 days of talking. I clearly said no, but I also don't find her physically attractive at all because she's big, but this is the only female attention I've really gotten since last year.

Don't force that shit

 

[A1AD3H]

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If you are not sexually attracted to someone, do not date them
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The only reason why I haven't really rejected her is because she gained a lot of weight over a year. She didn't look bad at all 2 years ago