I need to leave

[Scenehikikomori]

I'm honestly thinking about running away ig but it wouldn't rlly count cuz I'm 18 I just don't wanna live here anymore but in not even allowed to get a job and it's a stupid reason for wanting to move out too
I just wanna leave for my family's sake in becoming more violent and according to my sister and dad my meds aren't working I don't wanna be sent to a mental hospital again or end up in jail and like if I can successfully isolate myself that can't happen

 

[lifeisfinal]

Go marines and die for Israel

 

[Scenehikikomori]

Go marines and die for Israel

I can't join the military because I have a physcotic disorder

 

[lifeisfinal]

I can't join the military because I have a physcotic disorder

Believe in yourself bro and never look back

 

[Scenehikikomori]

Believe in yourself bro and never look back

No like legally I cant

 

[lifeisfinal]

No like legally I cant

Not even trolling things will get better

 

[Scenehikikomori]

Not even trolling things will get better

It won't I'm not graduating this year like I was supposed to, I'm not allowed to get a job, I can't join the military, and I can't leave my house and in 2 weeks I have an evaluation to see if I need to go to residential treatment