When I was 3-7 I was the most known kid on all the playgrounds, I had a ton of boyfriends in my kindergarten and a whole friend group. Everyone thought I was a very intelligent kid as I learned to read by myself at the age of 6 and read all the Harry Potter books by the time I was 8. I was on the right track to be able to become a popular girl in the future but it all was taken away from me the moment I got my first phone, I discovered porn pretty fast and it fried my brain so bad. And it all got worse when I discovered anime, suddenly all the little potential I had left to be a smart person or someone who's likeable disappeared 