Rage I still feel like a complete pussy over this.

[mulattomaxxer27]

Got sexually coerced by the same "friend" 4 different times.
It never felt right. Not once.
After every time I just sat there wondering if I was supposed to feel proud or ashamed.

She was older than me, hooked on XTC and coke. It happened at school, in school bathrooms and other public places. Raw every time.

I was an autistic kid who barely got any attention. Mind you ive never even kissed a girl at that point, I thought if I just went along with it I'd finally be normal and maybe people would actually treat me like a human being.

Years later I still blame myself for folding instead of walking away.

When people talk about their first time, I just remember losing mine to that bitch.

I don't hate women.

I hate her.

I thought it would make me more confident.

Instead it made me more withdrawn, more suspicious of people, and more disgusted with myself.

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[mugiwara_luffy]

Never feel like a pussy for being victimized.
Dont listen to the public opinion of “your a man so it doesn’t matter” a man can be Sa and r*ped as well. Never look down upon yourself for this

 

[mulattomaxxer27]

Never feel like a pussy for being victimized.
Dont listen to the public opinion of “your a man so it doesn’t matter” a man can be Sa and r*ped as well. Never look down upon yourself for this

thank you man, i appriciate you understanding i dropped you a follow

 

[mulattomaxxer27]

i know that this is a sensitive topic but i wanted to share