I think I‘m genuinly at the lowest point of my life

[2carlet]

I hate everything

 

[Mandy?]

What’s the point of posting a 3 word thread?

 

[2carlet]

What’s the point of posting a 3 word thread?

I don‘t want to sound too much like a attention seeking whore so this is the most I can say without hating myself even more

 

[hurricane]

what’s the problem, don’t be specific

 

[2carlet]

what’s the problem, don’t be specific

I‘m bipolar and it‘s getting worse as time progresses and life just dosen‘t feel worth the struggle anymore

 

[2carlet]

I‘m bipolar and it‘s getting worse as time progresses and life just dosen‘t feel worth the struggle anymore

I don‘t even see the appeal in cutting myself anymore it makes me feel nothing I just feel like a defected doll

 

[Deleted Member]

I don‘t want to sound too much like a attention seeking whore so this is the most I can say without hating myself even more

we understand you, its okay
dont let this bullies make ur day worse.

I hate everything

i do too

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I hate everything

sorry to hear that

 

[zillophone]

care to explain?

 

[hurricane]

I‘m bipolar and it‘s getting worse as time progresses and life just dosen‘t feel worth the struggle anymore

I have a bipolar male friend, if you’re anything like him, this is probably “just” a really rough phase
Don’t give up

I don‘t even see the appeal in cutting myself anymore it makes me feel nothing I just feel like a defected doll

better

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I don‘t even see the appeal in cutting myself anymore it makes me feel nothing I just feel like a defected doll

Dont cut yourself bro do you wanna talk about it?

 

[Deleted Member]

im sure theres people on here u can talk to about your problems.
im not one of them sadly
i wouldnt be able to know how to help

 

[2carlet]

we understand you, its okay
dont let this bullies make ur day worse.

i do too

I don‘t even have bullies, my life is perfectly fine by a normal person‘s perspective, maybe even good but it dosen‘t make me feel anything. I don‘t even have a reason for this, I have friends I have acsses to therapy, I have parents that treat me well but I just don‘t see the worth in anything aynmore. I feel like a cigarette that‘s been smoked to the bud but you‘re still trying to somehow get more nicotine from it but there‘s nothing left no matter how hard u inhale

 

[hurricane]

Dont cut yourself bro do you wanna talk about it?

this too. Don’t feel guilty and vent if you like

 

[Deleted Member]

I don‘t even have bullies, my life is perfectly fine by a normal person‘s perspective, maybe even good but it dosen‘t make me feel anything. I don‘t even have a reason for this, I have friends I have acsses to therapy, I have parents that great me well but I just don‘t see the worth in anything aynmore. I feel like a cigarette that‘s been smoked to the bud but you‘re still trying to somehow get more nicotine from it but there‘s nothing left no matter how hard u inhale

i can relate ( well kind of)

 

[Deleted Member 110085]

how old are you

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I don‘t even have bullies, my life is perfectly fine by a normal person‘s perspective, maybe even good but it dosen‘t make me feel anything. I don‘t even have a reason for this, I have friends I have acsses to therapy, I have parents that treat me well but I just don‘t see the worth in anything aynmore. I feel like a cigarette that‘s been smoked to the bud but you‘re still trying to somehow get more nicotine from it but there‘s nothing left no matter how hard u inhale

I feel the same way alot of the time tbh if I were to tell someone about my life without going into personal details they would probably want to be me

 

[2carlet]

care to explain?

I don‘t even have bullies, my life is perfectly fine by a normal person‘s perspective, maybe even good but it dosen‘t make me feel anything. I don‘t even have a reason for this, I have friends I have acsses to therapy, I have parents that treat me well but I just don‘t see the worth in anything aynmore. I feel like a cigarette that‘s been smoked to the bud but you‘re still trying to somehow get more nicotine from it but there‘s nothing left no matter how hard u inhale
I just don‘t feel anything, it‘s a negative emptiness

 

[2carlet]

I have a bipolar male friend, if you’re anything like him, this is probably “just” a really rough phase
Don’t give up


better

Thank you, I just really don‘t see why I should want to live a life in which I know these feelings will always come back no matter what, bipolar dosen‘t ever go away and I‘m tired of going trough life in highs and lows I just want it to be stable for once

 

[2carlet]

Dont cut yourself bro do you wanna talk about it?

I don‘t anymore, thank you tho

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I don‘t anymore, thank you tho

Alright thats good

 

[2carlet]

how old are you

15, I‘m aware most people don‘t get a bipolar diagnosis until 18 but I‘ve been in theraphy since age 10 for my adhd and in Germany kids can be diagnosed if the symptoms are recorded for a consequitive year

 

[2carlet]

I feel the same way alot of the time tbh if I were to tell someone about my life without going into personal details they would probably want to be me

Exactly, it just feels like I‘m defected in some kind of way

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Exactly, it just feels like I‘m defected in some kind of way

Your not defected and its not your fault trust me I feel. Like a terrible.person for hating my life because there is millions that would probably want it

 

[Deleted Member]

the fact ur reaching out shows that u still have will to live.

if you want you can pm me to talk about it.
im not sure if ill be able to help you tho but ill try