I was beaten when young and now I have desires to be a victim or an abuser

[Wilk]

Fact that real life women are hostile and the women from my family are control freaks really helps me want to just kill kill and kill. When I was younger I was beaten by my mother and bullied by fucking women at school, I developed a sexual desire for violent sex for revenge. Every time I had opened myself and showed my vulnerability or just being a non evil being was answered by women with hostility and fucking humiliation and manipulation and I Damm dream constantly of killing myself or others. I fucking hate to be dominated. I hate prisons. I hate not having choices and I have to control myself to not get free by acting criminally violantly. But no, I don't really want to r**e. The men that gets well along the nightclubs are manipulators and sexual assaults women, and they love it, but I don't do that. My desires are just fantasy's and if I were to kill someone in real life, I would do that without r**e and in a more sophisticated manner. I hate the fake civility look of our society, this barbarism hiden behind those narratives, o hate being treated that bad and I am pushed to be a secondary psychopath but I am weak

 

[peter33]

>beat by a woman

never been more over

 

[Absurditymaxxer]

Having demons does not excuse you from not formatting your essays

Literary courtesy mi amigo

 

[princeps]

Fact that real life women are hostile and the women from my family are control freaks really helps me want to just kill kill and kill. When I was younger I was beaten by my mother and bullied by fucking women at school, I developed a sexual desire for violent sex for revenge. Every time I had opened myself and showed my vulnerability or just being a non evil being was answered by women with hostility and fucking humiliation and manipulation and I Damm dream constantly of killing myself or others. I fucking hate to be dominated. I hate prisons. I hate not having choices and I have to control myself to not get free by acting criminally violantly. But no, I don't really want to r**e. The men that gets well along the nightclubs are manipulators and sexual assaults women, and they love it, but I don't do that. My desires are just fantasy's and if I were to kill someone in real life, I would do that without r**e and in a more sophisticated manner. I hate the fake civility look of our society, this barbarism hiden behind those narratives, o hate being treated that bad and I am pushed to be a secondary psychopath but I am weak

repfarm thread same time next week?

all seriousness I do hope you get better and put these urges to rest

 

[AuggyDauggy]

One .com e girl gives this n***a attention now he doesn’t know how to act

 

[height]

You don't give off male energy.

 

[Wilk]

repfarm thread same time next week?

all seriousness I do hope you get better and put these urges to rest

Day 16?