I will forever regret it

[Volksstaffel]

14 fucking years

She was perfect, she had nobody. No friends, so pure. 3 years I watched and never made a move.

Now it's all over, my first love ended without us ever talking.
I thought I took it well, but I realized today, that I'm compensating by focusing on hardmaxxing.

Excuse the rambling, I had to get it off my chest

 

[Flowiza]

14 fucking years

She was perfect, she had nobody. No friends, so pure. 3 years I watched and never made a move.

Now it's all over, my first love ended without us ever talking.
I thought I took it well, but I realized today, that I'm compensating by focusing on hardmaxxing.

Excuse the rambling, I had to get it off my chest

What you’re describing is the paradox of longing, the human mind often elevates what was never actualized into something flawless, because it was never tested by reality. You didn’t lose her so much as the idea of her that your mind constructed over years of silent observation. That’s why the pain feels timeless, because it’s entangled with your own identity development, not just with another person.

 

[apatheia]

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What you’re describing is the paradox of longing, the human mind often elevates what was never actualized into something flawless, because it was never tested by reality. You didn’t lose her so much as the idea of her that your mind constructed over years of silent observation. That’s why the pain feels timeless, because it’s entangled with your own identity development, not just with another person.

@Nenestar Is this your alt?

 

[Flowiza]

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~—• @Nenestar •—~​

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@Nenestar Is this your alt?

first account, new user, exploring platforms i've missed or haven't indulged in.

 

[Decay]

Very brutal

 

[Newday]

It’ll pass bruh I do not even care at all and realise that her personality was shit and i was glad i rejected her advances

 

[Blackpillirony]

14 fucking years

She was perfect, she had nobody. No friends, so pure. 3 years I watched and never made a move.

Now it's all over, my first love ended without us ever talking.
I thought I took it well, but I realized today, that I'm compensating by focusing on hardmaxxing.

Excuse the rambling, I had to get it off my chest

Relatable