Serious Idk why my parents raised me so differently than ethnics around me

[alurmo]

I dont want to have high inhib and not be able to talk to women
Why tf did my parents raise me like a woman man
When i got bullied back in kindergarten-middle school they told me to just ignore them, it didnt help jackshit cuz i would still be able to hear what they were saying to me and they would still fuck with me

When i had problems fitting in bc i dont talk like the other ethnics around me, they just told me to get different friends, as if it was that easy

Literally everything that i know now abt socializing did not come naturally, im always putting on a act, a mask, i had to learn what other people(mostly ethnics) were doing and do it

When i started to take public transport the guys that were driving from my area even asked me why i was not outside, i had to tell them i wasnt raised that way, i think that plays a role in my high inhib too

Im fucking pissed, i was one of the only ethnics in my school to not be borderline thugs, i don't even care abt iq atp, i just want to enjoy life, i cant enjoy it when i always overthink

Its far too late now to be trying to socialize outside, its not like i dont live in a ghetto area

Ik my parents wanted the "best for me" but that sucked ass, if i could change my childhood i would

 

[Clone]

Im fucking pissed, i was one of the only ethnics in my school to not be borderline thugs

thug ethics ruin the reputation so bad it hurts physically

 

[Nairod]

thug ethics ruin the reputation so bad it hurts physically

I love black people but I hate n*****s
Every race has n*****s they are just ignorant people who cause nothing but violence and negativity.

 

[Clone]

I love black people but I hate n*****s
Every race has n*****s they are just ignorant people who cause nothing but violence and negativity.

You put it perfectly

 

[TonyTheLooksmaxxDR]

1/ Start theater/drama classes

2/ Start Muay Thai classes