Serious Idk

[gaviniguess]

Lately idk what to do, I can't control my attention span and it's only a few things on my mind that are constant, I say things I don't mean and they come out like a impulse
Last time I was home I said "this is why I don't like to come home because you all ask the same questions everytime that I've already answered before no one listens to what I say and if you do you never respond and everyone acts like I'm just some akward bad person but no one says sorry to me" I didn't mean to admit I don't like coming home

 

[gaviniguess]

Lately idk what to do, I can't control my attention span and it's only a few things on my mind that are constant, I say things I don't mean and they come out like a impulse
Last time I was home I said "this is why I don't like to come home because you all ask the same questions everytime that I've already answered before no one listens to what I say and if you do you never respond and everyone acts like I'm just some akward bad person but no one says sorry to me" I didn't mean to admit I don't like coming home

I always find myself asking why everyone looks at me so weird no matter where I'm at my family looks at me weird and like talks to me strangely friends did the same I start to think there's something wrong with me or how I look

 

[Psl_Somni]

I think your just overthinking it, its normal for friends and family to have an interest in your life

 

[gaviniguess]

I think your just overthinking it, its normal for friends and family to have an interest in your life

They do but they disregard the positive things I say I'm doing by nor listening then they ask me or criticize me for stuff I'm not even doing I can't even tell them a lot of stuff that's happened while I'm gone because I know they'll shame me for it even tho i couldn't do anything about it

 

[$cok]

Lately idk what to do, I can't control my attention span and it's only a few things on my mind that are constant, I say things I don't mean and they come out like a impulse
Last time I was home I said "this is why I don't like to come home because you all ask the same questions everytime that I've already answered before no one listens to what I say and if you do you never respond and everyone acts like I'm just some akward bad person but no one says sorry to me" I didn't mean to admit I don't like coming home

どうしたの、パーク・ガン、はじめまして、私たちは友達になれるし、話を聞いてあげるけど、身体的にはほとんど助けられないけど、セラピストのように精神的にも助けることはできるよ、投稿の仕方がわからない、一度投稿したけど、投稿できるよ投稿ボタンが見つからない

 

[gaviniguess]

どうしたの、パーク・ガン、はじめまして、私たちは友達になれるし、話を聞いてあげるけど、身体的にはほとんど助けられないけど、セラピストのように精神的にも助けることはできるよ、投稿の仕方がわからない、一度投稿したけど、投稿できるよ投稿ボタンが見つからない

I can't translate I'm sorry

 

[$cok]

I can't translate I'm sorry

Yare yare What's up im Park Gun, nice to meet you, we can be friends and I'll listen to you but I can't help you much physically but I can help you mentally like a therapist, also I want to Post but I don't know how to do it, I posted it once, but I can't find the post button

 

[gaviniguess]

Yare yare What's up im Park Gun, nice to meet you, we can be friends and I'll listen to you but I can't help you much physically but I can help you mentally like a therapist, also I want to Post but I don't know how to do it, I posted it once, but I can't find the post button

Hey thanks friend um so since your new they have to approve you to post just be patient and u will be able to soon I really appreciate your help but I think my mind is too much sometimes

 

[$cok]

Hey thanks friend um so since your new they have to approve you to post just be patient and u will be able to soon I really appreciate your help but I think my mind is too much sometimes

Hmm very interesting it seems like your just under stress, but if you think that your own mind is too much then relax, do things that will make you relax practice something you want to get better at, but make sure you know you can get better at it I want you to find a different path from the one your own right now and find one that matches the person behind the screen I'm talking to as of right now.

 

[gaviniguess]

Hmm very interesting it seems like your just under stress, but if you think that your own mind is too much then relax, do things that will make you relax practice something you want to get better at, but make sure you know you can get better at it I want you to find a different path from the one your own right now and find one that matches the person behind the screen I'm talking to as of right now.

Your really helpful thank you
That's very smart

 

[$cok]

Anytime text me when you need help with decisions, but I won't help you with decisions all the time I will help you learn how to be more wise and open minded when making decisions even small ones they count too.

 

[$cok]

I think your just overthinking it, its normal for friends and family to have an interest in your life

I agree with this.

 

[gaviniguess]

Anytime text me when you need help with decisions, but I won't help you with decisions all the time I will help you learn how to be more wise and open minded when making decisions even small ones they count too.

I can do that I guess I feel like I'm slipping

 

[$cok]

I can do that I guess I feel like I'm slipping

Elaborate

 

[gaviniguess]

Elaborate

I was doing ok yk with self view and mental health in general but I'm starting to slip into a depression

 

[$cok]

Hmm ok here these aren't mines but choose one of these so I can know what I am working with

• Anxious distress — depression with unusual restlessness or worry about possible events or loss of control
• Mixed features — simultaneous depression and mania, which includes elevated self-esteem, talking too much and increased energy
• Melancholic features — severe depression with lack of response to something that used to bring pleasure and associated with early morning awakening, worsened mood in the morning, major changes in appetite, and feelings of guilt, agitation or sluggishness
• Atypical features — depression that includes the ability to temporarily be cheered by happy events, increased appetite, excessive need for sleep, sensitivity to rejection, and a heavy feeling in the arms or legs
• Psychotic features — depression accompanied by delusions or hallucinations, which may involve personal inadequacy or other negative themes
• Catatonia — depression that includes motor activity that involves either uncontrollable and purposeless movement or fixed and inflexible posture
• Peripartum onset — depression that occurs during pregnancy or in the weeks or months after delivery (postpartum)
• Seasonal pattern — depression related to changes in seasons and reduced exposure to sunlight

 

[gaviniguess]

Hmm ok here these aren't mines but choose one of these so I can know what I am working with

• Anxious distress — depression with unusual restlessness or worry about possible events or loss of control
• Mixed features — simultaneous depression and mania, which includes elevated self-esteem, talking too much and increased energy
• Melancholic features — severe depression with lack of response to something that used to bring pleasure and associated with early morning awakening, worsened mood in the morning, major changes in appetite, and feelings of guilt, agitation or sluggishness
• Atypical features — depression that includes the ability to temporarily be cheered by happy events, increased appetite, excessive need for sleep, sensitivity to rejection, and a heavy feeling in the arms or legs
• Psychotic features — depression accompanied by delusions or hallucinations, which may involve personal inadequacy or other negative themes
• Catatonia — depression that includes motor activity that involves either uncontrollable and purposeless movement or fixed and inflexible posture
• Peripartum onset — depression that occurs during pregnancy or in the weeks or months after delivery (postpartum)
• Seasonal pattern — depression related to changes in seasons and reduced exposure to sunlight

1 2 and 5 I genuinely think my minds playing tricks on me when I'm outside I'm really paranoid of random people and people I knows motives I don't think anything is genuine

 

[gaviniguess]

1 2 and 5 I genuinely think my minds playing tricks on me when I'm outside I'm really paranoid of random people and people I knows motives I don't think anything is genuine

If I go outside I constantly frantically look in every direction and recently bought knives to take with me on walks or just have on me

 

[Axii]

I understand, actually to be honest I dnrd. But I was laughing for an hour straight thinking about jared leto joker

 

[$cok]

If I go outside I constantly frantically look in every direction and recently bought knives to take with me on walks or just have on me

Hmm yea your paranoid don't bring weapons it will cause more problems and trouble I advise just relaxing start morning jogs and talk to people who you think are just like you

 

[gaviniguess]

1 2 and 5 I genuinely think my minds playing tricks on me when I'm outside I'm really paranoid of random people and people I knows motives I don't think anything is genuine

I think everyone is under the impression that im a disgusting person in public even random people and that they are all staring into my soul and I think when I'm outside that someone out there somewhere wants to hurt me, physically lately I've been having tremors and the Dean at my school even noticed that I was shaking

 

[Axii]

I always find myself asking why everyone looks at me so weird no matter where I'm at my family looks at me weird and like talks to me strangely friends did the same I start to think there's something wrong with me or how I look

Same thing happened to me a few months back, it really is just a mindset problem, I changed it simply by staying quiet and walking 8 miles a day, then my Family started to respect me more

 

[gaviniguess]

Hmm yea your paranoid don't bring weapons it will cause more problems and trouble I advise just relaxing start morning jogs and talk to people who you think are just like you

Idk if this is tmi I went on a walk at say 5am it was still dark and got groped I had a knife before that but lost it so after that I wanted to be less noticeable physically and Cary a knife on me

 

[$cok]

I think everyone is under the impression that im a disgusting person in public even random people and that they are all staring into my soul and I think when I'm outside that someone out there somewhere wants to hurt me, physically lately I've been having tremors and the Dean at my school even noticed that I was shaking

The more you let it keep happening the more the dean and other people will notice and start to think your weird and that's how they actually start to get into you business and life

 

[gaviniguess]

The more you let it keep happening the more the dean and other people will notice and start to think your weird and that's how they actually start to get into you business and life

How do I stop shaking though

 

[$cok]

Idk if this is tmi I went on a walk at say 5am it was still dark and got groped I had a knife before that but lost it so after that I wanted to be less noticeable physically and Cary a knife on me

Ok since you have paranoia don't Cary a knife especially at knife cause you don't know what types of hallucinations you will have either and that can twist your mind and you might hurt yourself or even someone else.

 

[gaviniguess]

Ok since you have paranoia don't Cary a knife especially at knife cause you don't know what types of hallucinations you will have either and that can twist your mind and you might hurt yourself or even someone else.

I don't hallucinate I am just really paranoid trying to think about what everyone could possibly be thinking or about to do maybe it's a habit from a weird childhood

 

[$cok]

How do I stop shaking tho

Just breathe and take a hot shower when ever you get home how many showers you take a day?

 

[gaviniguess]

Just breathe and take a hot shower when ever you get home how many showers you take a day?

1 when no gym 2 when gym after the incident I showered for a really long time

 

[$cok]

I don't hallucinate I am just really paranoid trying to think about what everyone could possibly be thinking or about to do maybe it's a habit from a weird childhood

Ok I see STOP CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK MAN IT'S YOUR LIFE WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF IF YOU CONTINUE THEN THEY WILL START TO ENGAGE WITH YOU AND MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE that's what your not understanding don't worry about them their what's making you go crazy if it continues and you don't get better you have allodoxaphobia

 

[$cok]

1 when no gym 2 when gym after the incident I showered for a really long time

ok good 2 showers a day is really good

 

[gaviniguess]

I don't hallucinate I am just really paranoid trying to think about what everyone could possibly be thinking or about to do maybe it's a habit from a weird childhood

Ok I see STOP CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK MAN IT'S YOUR LIFE WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF IF YOU CONTINUE THEN THEY WILL START TO ENGAGE WITH YOU AND MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE that's what your not understanding don't worry about them their what's making you go crazy if it continues and you don't get better you have allodoxaphobia

What if they want to strangle me again or someone is plotting on me

 

[$cok]

What if they want to strangle me again or someone is plotting on me

your a random person in the world my guy and if that happens simply it's your time, but I advise to just learn boxing and judo or either.

 

[gaviniguess]

your a random person in the world my guy and if that happens simply it's your time, but I advise to just learn boxing and judo or either.

Ik I'm a random person yet I've been strangled since the age of 9

 

[gaviniguess]

your a random person in the world my guy and if that happens simply it's your time, but I advise to just learn boxing and judo or either.

I box now

 

[$cok]

I box now

There you go then use boxing to cope with certain things, but never put emotions into boxing or your fists.

 

[$cok]

Ik I'm a random person yet I've been strangled since the age of 9

You've got some coping to work with I'm here for it, but I just wish we had a better website with a chat room and like we can make groups and things

 

[gaviniguess]

You've got some coping to work with I'm here for it, but I just wish we had a better website with a chat room and like we can make groups and things

Yea same or more forums

 

[Whitepill]

You've got some coping to work with I'm here for it, but I just wish we had a better website with a chat room and like we can make groups and things

Discord or other forums exist man

 

[$cok]

Discord or other forums exist man

I know i know i like this one ima check some other ones out though it's just my situation is kinda hard so doing other forums is hard

 

[Whitepill]

I know i know i like this one ima check some other ones out though it's just my situation is kinda hard so doing other forums is hard

Ok fair enough man, I’ll see you around here

 

[$cok]

Ik I'm a random person yet I've been strangled since the?

wait your name says banned are you actually banned?