Deleted Member 88936
goodbye
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I guess some things aren't really meant to happen. Some have it all, most have a mix, and then there is those who get none.
You look back at your life unable to understand why things went horribly wrong. You begin to understand though that most things are outside of your control, asking why becomes meaningless.
You finally reach a point, you either choose the cope or the rope. There is not necessarily a correct choice here, it's at the end an individualistic choice.
My only relief comes from me knowing that I'll die relatively soon, I cannot keep going.
Living with a plethora of mental disorders, a shattered life, loneliness, and few other things, is exhausting. It's eroding, it eats you alive until you don't know who you are anymore.
The painful truth is that no matter the pain you are experiencing, no one is coming to save you. What's even more painful, is that you yourself are too broken to save yourself. Thus, you end up suffering alone until death naturally claims you or you choose to walk into it yourself.
You look back at your life unable to understand why things went horribly wrong. You begin to understand though that most things are outside of your control, asking why becomes meaningless.
You finally reach a point, you either choose the cope or the rope. There is not necessarily a correct choice here, it's at the end an individualistic choice.
My only relief comes from me knowing that I'll die relatively soon, I cannot keep going.
Living with a plethora of mental disorders, a shattered life, loneliness, and few other things, is exhausting. It's eroding, it eats you alive until you don't know who you are anymore.
The painful truth is that no matter the pain you are experiencing, no one is coming to save you. What's even more painful, is that you yourself are too broken to save yourself. Thus, you end up suffering alone until death naturally claims you or you choose to walk into it yourself.