Serious Im in constant pain

[Chechensaxon]

I literally am in pain always, no life makes me want to die. The last three months I've contemplating ending my life on multiple occasions. I cried out for help to people I liked but no one cared to see how I'm doing. I still talk to them but seeing what happened showed me who are actually nice. I would basically yell it and even said it multiple times just so someone could talk to me but no one ever did. Today I realised I might have to do it again and idk if I will be able to cope with it.
If you have friends who seem off talk to them something worse could be brewing.

 

[Saint cloUder]

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[geneticCage]

If you have friends who seem off talk to them something worse could be brewing.

I bully them