Serious Im sad i know yeah.

[voyager 2165]

Something very wrong. Very wrong. Wake up most days in debilitating cortisol spike and either vomit or walk around in psychosis dread for an hour till i get the right concoction of nicotine and marijuana. Imagine that every single day. Your own chemistry TORTURING YOU INTO THE ROPE. Just be grateful even if youre ugly that you dont have my nervous system. Just be thankful youre not me today. You are perfect if you are healthy. Forget looks.

 

[True_Fakecell]

Something very wrong. Very wrong. Wake up most days in debilitating cortisol spike and either vomit or walk around in psychosis dread for an hour till i get the right concoction of nicotine and marijuana. Imagine that every single day. Your own chemistry TORTURING YOU INTO THE ROPE. Just be grateful even if youre ugly that you dont have my nervous system. Just be thankful youre not me today. You are perfect if you are healthy. Forget looks.

No clowning don't blame yourself

 

[lydia]

im sorry you're feeling like this. please talk to a doctor or therapist. you don't have to go through it alone. take care