Rage I'm so alone

[real got.daim]

ive been thinking, its just me, alone,

in my own mind, I'm alone, no tulpas, no friends

I have no friends, no close family, nothing

I could go missing tomorrow and no one would really care or notice,

maybe someone would be like, "hm, what ever happened to that one @got.daim dude?"

then move on, but no one would realistically cry, or mourn my death or disappearance

everyone on this forum doesn't know eachother, we only know our screen names

we read each other's texts, we don't have face to face interactions, theres no chemistry behind that

online you can be whoever you want to be, you can craft your own person, while in reality its much harder to do so,

online friends aren't real, its just text, meaningless text

 

[Cutecell]

What r u doing on .com

 

[real got.daim]

What r u doing on .com

banned on .org

 

[Cutecell]

banned on .org

Oh yeah

 

[dipenhydramine]

same shit bro no family no friends jus me

 

[Stardust_]

That place is crap they did you a favour

banned on .org

 

[real got.daim]

That place is crap they did you a favour

that place is the only place I felt like I belonged

 

[Stardust_]

that place is the only place I felt like I belonged

Yeah but it’s shit because there’s weird people on there who make threats and talk about horrible things, you probably aren’t like that

 

[real got.daim]

Yeah but it’s shit because there’s weird people on there who make threats and talk about horrible things, you probably aren’t like that

they only do that stuff because of external forces, they're all people, who go through the same struggles as me, and manage their stress in different ways, its all a method of coping with their emotions

 

[Stardust_]

they only do that stuff because of external forces, they're all people, who go through the same struggles as me, and manage their stress in different ways, its all a method of coping with their emotions

But then threatening to harass me on org isn’t nice behaviour for example… not you I meant others

 

[real got.daim]

But then threatening to harass me on org isn’t nice behaviour for example… not you I meant others

are you a woman

 

[dipenhydramine]

are you a woman

shes not changing ur diapers

 

[Stardust_]

are you a woman

Yes

 

[virginsuicide]

ive been thinking, its just me, alone,

in my own mind, I'm alone, no tulpas, no friends

I have no friends, no close family, nothing

I could go missing tomorrow and no one would really care or notice,

maybe someone would be like, "hm, what ever happened to that one @got.daim dude?"

then move on, but no one would realistically cry, or mourn my death or disappearance

everyone on this forum doesn't know eachother, we only know our screen names

we read each other's texts, we don't have face to face interactions, theres no chemistry behind that

online you can be whoever you want to be, you can craft your own person, while in reality its much harder to do so,

online friends aren't real, its just text, meaningless text

Its okay, humans are born to be independent