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As time goes Ive realized my goal isnt being "chad". I dont want to use my looks for anything. Sure I feel jealousy towards men who are genetically superior, in some ways, however I would not trade my genetics for anyone else. I accept who I am because its me and that is all I know.
When I was obsessed with bodybuilding, I wanted to fix my insecurities. Now, my physical self is an art work that I want to shape and shift to something greater. I want to be attractive to look myself in the mirror and feel happy of what is in front of me.
This is also the reason I would get surgery. I do not think its for others, it is for myself, as cliche as that sounds its true.
When I was obsessed with bodybuilding, I wanted to fix my insecurities. Now, my physical self is an art work that I want to shape and shift to something greater. I want to be attractive to look myself in the mirror and feel happy of what is in front of me.
This is also the reason I would get surgery. I do not think its for others, it is for myself, as cliche as that sounds its true.