It's over atp

[Unknown iraqi]

Why does it even matter anymore? Why can't you accept yourself? Why don't you look in the mirror and just be yourself? Why do you always refuse, destroying your organs and yourself slowly with unfixable emotional damage, peptides, steroids.. for what? Just to become attractive? Just to be accepted by others? Why don't you want to be someone better? The best version of yourself wouldn't just sit all day in his room saying it's over again and again and again.. he would be out there building himself, living what HE wanted... insecurities, searching, trying to fix what's "wrong" what is wrong is your mentality and the society you live in... while you rot thinking that everything revolves around looks, people live their lives and push forward towards their goals in life.. you should embrace yourself, if you don't like how you look, you either accept it, or try to change it, you shouldn't just rot between those two forever.

Just get outside and live your life twin