Do not take this as philosophical it’s a r****d rambling so I probably contradict myself alot
a man alone with his thoughts.
Today truthfully I have done nothing substantial apart from think. I am currently writing a comprehensive guide on the primal diet. But truthfully I just want to escape. I no longer want to live in this world of slavery poverty and sickness. I repel human interaction yet romanticise it. whenever I socialise too much I feel a wave of disgust and hatred flourish through my body.
“I’d say it’s unhealthy to spend too much time with other people. I’d be trite to say I wish for a day where the world is empty and I’m the only one alive it’d also be untrue what I really wish for is a world in total chaos. Perhaps the collapse of humanity as a result of everything we have done wrong a world where everyone is to busy burning to bother you, maybe I burn to
But it would be alone. “
I truly wish for an apocalypse so my life isn’t full of mediocrity and depression so I can do what I want and live how I like with no care or consequences on what I do or who I kill or how I truly live. I hate living in a society full of people that enforce rules I understand the concept I just hate the execution. If I had to die make me patient 0 of a zombie infection so I can die tearing everything down with me.
I never understood social constructs and people. Especially virginity having sex doesn’t taint anyone’s soul don’t be fucking ridiculous it’s reproduction. Why do people idolise bunny’s and deer when they live to breed yet are atypical to purity. I never understood weddings, I can see the commitment but why so much? I don’t understand looking people in the eyes matters as much as it does. Maybe that’s why I struggle connection maybe in the end I’m the problem.
I am truly a misfit I do not align with anyone but myself. I am a horny lonely loser and I want to stay that way until I croak hopefully sooner then later
a man alone with his thoughts.
Today truthfully I have done nothing substantial apart from think. I am currently writing a comprehensive guide on the primal diet. But truthfully I just want to escape. I no longer want to live in this world of slavery poverty and sickness. I repel human interaction yet romanticise it. whenever I socialise too much I feel a wave of disgust and hatred flourish through my body.
“I’d say it’s unhealthy to spend too much time with other people. I’d be trite to say I wish for a day where the world is empty and I’m the only one alive it’d also be untrue what I really wish for is a world in total chaos. Perhaps the collapse of humanity as a result of everything we have done wrong a world where everyone is to busy burning to bother you, maybe I burn to
But it would be alone. “
I truly wish for an apocalypse so my life isn’t full of mediocrity and depression so I can do what I want and live how I like with no care or consequences on what I do or who I kill or how I truly live. I hate living in a society full of people that enforce rules I understand the concept I just hate the execution. If I had to die make me patient 0 of a zombie infection so I can die tearing everything down with me.
I never understood social constructs and people. Especially virginity having sex doesn’t taint anyone’s soul don’t be fucking ridiculous it’s reproduction. Why do people idolise bunny’s and deer when they live to breed yet are atypical to purity. I never understood weddings, I can see the commitment but why so much? I don’t understand looking people in the eyes matters as much as it does. Maybe that’s why I struggle connection maybe in the end I’m the problem.
I am truly a misfit I do not align with anyone but myself. I am a horny lonely loser and I want to stay that way until I croak hopefully sooner then later
