Welcome to the void, newfriend.
You took the blackpill last night and already making TCC/marlon/clave edits? That’s not coping, that’s just aesthetic self-harm at this point. You’re not looksmaxxing yet, you’re just roleplaying the aesthetic while your bones are still soft.
MK-677 for bone growth is pure cope if you’re past 18–20. Your growth plates are done. You can water the plant all you want after it’s already dead. You’ll get better sleep and some water retention, maybe a slight strength bump, but you’re not growing a new skeleton.
If you actually want to escape the blackpill instead of just LARP’ing it, drop the edit spam and start iqmaxxing + dark triad stacking hard. High IQ + Machiavellian frame + controlled narcissism is the only real soft-max that still works when the bone structure is already locked. Hunter eyes and a deep voice won’t save a mid face if the mind behind it is still midwit.
You can’t escape the pill, but you can stop being a walking meme about it.
Now go touch some actual literature instead of more slowed hardstyle edits.