Serious last year of school tomorrow tomorrow and ive got zero pals

[deafcel]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

 

[Pinksunglasses]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

Aye bro it’s ok Dw bout friends the’ll come eventually man

 

[broccoli]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

that sounds rough, my condolences
also why does your school year start so early

 

[pauseboicarti]

dw its never gonna get better

 

[Pinksunglasses]

dw its never gonna get better

Hmm

 

[HerculesJr.]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

i lowk know how you feel

Been getting into theater recently. The kids i hang out with in that class are all corny and most of them might be autistic/gay. But I don't give a fuck about any of that, really.
Because they're the nicest people ive ever met.

But simultaneously. I've stopped hanging out with my regular friends at lunch because of the fact that the after school rehearsals for theater class start at 2:00 pm, so if I want to get my hours for my co-op class, I have to head to my co-op placement earlier in the day.

So for 2 weeks now, I essentially am only at school for period 1, then I leave early into period 2, and only come back after the school day has already ended.
It's fucking abysmal for my social life at school lol. From the perspective of the ppl I hang out with at lunch i essentially just disappeared.

 

[jkcwakcjw]

Aye bro it’s ok Dw bout friends the’ll come eventually man

he should worry about friends bro if they didnt come before they probably wont come now unless if he puts in a conscious effort

 

[I am chad]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

I did the same thing acting extremely nd but I got friends and repaired my rep a bit but it’s still there

 

[Pinksunglasses]

he should worry about friends bro if they didnt come before they probably wont come now unless if he puts in a conscious effort

Thats not how mine came I myself have terrible anxiety problems so people had to come to me

 

[HerculesJr.]

i lowk know how you feel

Been getting into theater recently. The kids i hang out with in that class are all corny and most of them might be autistic/gay. But I don't give a fuck about any of that, really.
Because they're the nicest people ive ever met.

But simultaneously. I've stopped hanging out with my regular friends at lunch because of the fact that the after school rehearsals for theater class start at 2:00 pm, so if I want to get my hours for my co-op class, I have to head to my co-op placement earlier in the day.

So for 2 weeks now, I essentially am only at school for period 1, then I leave early into period 2, and only come back after the school day has already ended.
It's fucking abysmal for my social life at school lol. From the perspective of the ppl I hang out with at lunch i essentially just disappeared.

And I don't know if i can hang out with the theater kids because I'll prob get made fun of for hanging out w them, but also because of the fact that the school year is ending soon.

And once it ends I will likely end up not talking with said theater kids anymore. Because I fear the relationship/friendships i built with them are the kinds you only have because someone is in the same class as you coincidentally.

So as a result the worst case scenario is: I'm no longer close with the guys I hang out with at lunch, and I won't be close with the theater kids either because I'll likely drift away from them. So I might have nobody

 

[Pinksunglasses]

Friends are friends man no need to worry abt their placement

 

[HerculesJr.]

And I don't know if i can hang out with the theater kids because I'll prob get made fun of for hanging out w them, but also because of the fact that the school year is ending soon.

And once it ends I will likely end up not talking with said theater kids anymore. Because I fear the relationship/friendships i built with them are the kinds you only have because someone is in the same class as you coincidentally.

So as a result the worst case scenario is: I'm no longer close with the guys I hang out with at lunch, and I won't be close with the theater kids either because I'll likely drift away from them. So I might have nobody

@The Centipede @derpy Wyd if YOU were in this situation

if the ball was in your hands, what would you do?

 

[jkcwakcjw]

And I don't know if i can hang out with the theater kids because I'll prob get made fun of for hanging out w them, but also because of the fact that the school year is ending soon.

And once it ends I will likely end up not talking with said theater kids anymore. Because I fear the relationship/friendships i built with them are the kinds you only have because someone is in the same class as you coincidentally.

So as a result the worst case scenario is: I'm no longer close with the guys I hang out with at lunch, and I won't be close with the theater kids either because I'll likely drift away from them. So I might have nobody

bro that sucks those theater kids yo friends but they not yo homies man
they wouldnt try to be with u man
i was personally in that situation when i first joined my new school where ppl just talk to u as the best person to talk to in a classroom but now that that is over then they dont talk at all
jkcwakcjw calls it a catch 22 bc if u want to make friends u have to put urself out there
but when u do then the ppl u socialize with expect u to put urself out there
so they dont make an effort so when it stops, there is no socialization

 

[HerculesJr.]

bro that sucks those theater kids yo friends but they not yo homies man
they wouldnt try to be with u man
i was personally in that situation when i first joined my new school where ppl just talk to u as the best person to talk to in a classroom but now that that is over then they dont talk at all
jkcwakcjw calls it a catch 22 bc if u want to make friends u have to put urself out there
but when u do then the ppl u socialize with expect u to put urself out there
so they dont make an effort so when it stops, there is no socialization

Then again, this might be an "eye of the beholder" situation.
IE maybe the theater kids actually do like me beyond just a friendship of convenience, as you just mentioned.

 

[derpy]

@The Centipede @derpy Wyd if YOU were in this situation

if the ball was in your hands, what would you do?

i'd hang out with the people who i'd think my friendship with them is stronegs

 

[jkcwakcjw]

Then again, this might be an "eye of the beholder" situation.
IE maybe the theater kids actually do like me beyond just a friendship of convenience, as you just mentioned.

i think ur first judgement makes the most sense
u said that u view them as corny too and that u said they dont really match ur personality fully
they might view u as detached too

 

[deafcel]

i'd hang out with the people who i'd think my friendship with them is stronegs

but thats the thing, i have fucking no one. im a reject in my year. i sure as hell aint hanging out with the younger ones

 

[The Centipede]

@The Centipede @derpy Wyd if YOU were in this situation

if the ball was in your hands, what would you do?

Hang out with who is fun. Care what nobody thinks.

Do whatever the fuck you want.

Drink and smoke constantly, wear a suit cut by Henry Poole.

Fuck the best women, especially actresses 15 years older than you, and also 15 years younger than you.

Be a complete selfish cunt.

Be The Centipede.

 

[deafcel]

update, the day was genuinley so shit, had no one to talk to but my girlfriend, this is gonna be a long year

 

[Deleted Member 118059]

deadass time to rope lol, my first last year starts tomorrow, every break and lunch and shit with no friends. due to my nd self from a few years ago i absolutely fucked my reputation. i didnt do anything bad or anything just people saw me as weirdos and when i became somewhat liked, got dropped by every n***a.

Sorry about that, I have very similar circumstances at my school



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