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I cant do this shit anymore
I tried making friends and after trying so hard they all one by one cut me off or unfriended me this summer for no reason and some even started talking shit about me
And today my boyfriend of almost 3 years broke up with me. I know here it was probably my fault, because I kept getting angry at him and Id either raise my voice or isolate myself. And he told me hes sick of me so he blocked me on like 10 apps not even giving me a chance to speak. I called him on no caller id and all he'd do is make fun of me and try to talk about how great he is and how shitty i am
Now i have no partner, no friends, not even online friends, i did have 2 online bestfriends but theyre ghosting me, after months of begging them to text back
I think the worst part isnt being lonely, but being lonely after u had everything u could want
I feel so alone. No one likes me. No one texts me. No one wants to hangout with me or be their friend. I feel so depressed I want to kms
I feel like ill never even find a genuine partner, that likes me for who i am. Im probably too ugly for that anyway. But even if i wasnt, i lost all hope because all guys ive ever came across were assholes or only wanted sexual things
I dont even know what living is for when u have no one. I dont even really have my family, my dad left me and my mom is abusive.
I dont even know how to or if to try to make friends anymore, all the time I see others' friendships that lasted over 10 years and I feel like thats impossible
I tried making friends and after trying so hard they all one by one cut me off or unfriended me this summer for no reason and some even started talking shit about me
And today my boyfriend of almost 3 years broke up with me. I know here it was probably my fault, because I kept getting angry at him and Id either raise my voice or isolate myself. And he told me hes sick of me so he blocked me on like 10 apps not even giving me a chance to speak. I called him on no caller id and all he'd do is make fun of me and try to talk about how great he is and how shitty i am
Now i have no partner, no friends, not even online friends, i did have 2 online bestfriends but theyre ghosting me, after months of begging them to text back
I think the worst part isnt being lonely, but being lonely after u had everything u could want
I feel so alone. No one likes me. No one texts me. No one wants to hangout with me or be their friend. I feel so depressed I want to kms
I feel like ill never even find a genuine partner, that likes me for who i am. Im probably too ugly for that anyway. But even if i wasnt, i lost all hope because all guys ive ever came across were assholes or only wanted sexual things
I dont even know what living is for when u have no one. I dont even really have my family, my dad left me and my mom is abusive.
I dont even know how to or if to try to make friends anymore, all the time I see others' friendships that lasted over 10 years and I feel like thats impossible
