May or may not have returned

[deafcel]

Lookism or bp, has ruined my view of love, my last post was about finding this girl that I really liked and she really liked me. But her side profile was bad. Like she was recessed as fuck. It got so bad to the point I cut things off with her because she was just a recessed boneless ltb, her front profile looked alright but it just pissed me off so much.

Looking back now it also turns out she was desperate for a boyfriend and she said to me she regretted everything. Didn’t hurt since I didn’t really care lol but yeah.

I made a dumb decision aswell and cut my hair short again so I’m now growing it back out.

I’m thinking of blepharoplasty since I have uee and subhuman asymmetry in the eyelids, I squint alot in my photos, it’s not a big massive difference. When I take selfies I am perfectly fine. But whenever someone takes a photo of me using back camera. It pretty much shows the asymmetry. However when I grew out my hair it actually improved it a lot since I have a cowlick and short hair and a cowlick don’t go well. So if I grow my hair out, cowlick goes away which improves symmetry but we will see

 

[dipenhydramine]

hi bhai

 

[over0]

This is why we don't just focus on looks

 

[deafcel]

This is why we don't just focus on looks

Lesson learned