my biggest dream

[lotuus]

is to be liked.
I would rather be liked than a little bit prettier.
I’m awful at making friends and jokes. I wish I was atleast the good type of autistic, the one that can be a jester at bare minimum. Cause even then people somewhat like you.
I don’t even think people would like me if I became gorgeous, I am so painfully revolting.
I wish my mom liked me, above all. Yet, I do nothing to prove that i’m deserving of her love or attention. If she’ll treat me this way forever, then I can’t wait to move away from her. But I still have hope sometimes. Hopefully one day I can look back on this time and laugh.

 

[Br4va]

I just wanna be loveddddd

 

[andrewbeta98]

is to be liked.
I would rather be liked than a little bit prettier.
I’m awful at making friends and jokes. I wish I was atleast the good type of autistic, the one that can be a jester at bare minimum. Cause even then people somewhat like you.
I don’t even think people would like me if I became gorgeous, I am so painfully revolting.
I wish my mom liked me, above all. Yet, I do nothing to prove that i’m deserving of her love or attention. If she’ll treat me this way forever, then I can’t wait to move away from her. But I still have hope sometimes. Hopefully one day I can look back on this time and laugh.

Hope you chase your goals bro

 

[Angel]

my biggest dream is to have a loving husband and happy family

 

[DEAN 2.0]

my biggest dream is to have a loving husband and happy family

 

[Zygos]

ok

 

[Deleted Member 133996]

Tbh I would not have guessed ur autistic

 

[lotuus]

Tbh I would not have guessed ur autistic

Just thought I was ugly and rottin’
got it

 

[Deleted Member 133996]

Just thought I was ugly and rottin’
got it

Nah ur mtb bro id say u look better than the average person I see outside

U seem to understand social cues and sarcasm and stuff based on the shit i seen u say so I didnt think u were autistic til u mentioned it

 

[lotuus]

Nah ur mtb bro id say u look better than the average person I see outside

U seem to understand social cues and sarcasm and stuff based on the shit i seen u say so I didnt think u were autistic til u mentioned it

Thank you, i’m good at understanding scripts, the underlying structure behind them and what emotion they convey.
I really struggle with facial ques and pattern recognition.

 

[yielded]

Larping ND or actual? Not hating just questioning

 

[submissivechud]

is to be liked.
I would rather be liked than a little bit prettier.
I’m awful at making friends and jokes. I wish I was atleast the good type of autistic, the one that can be a jester at bare minimum. Cause even then people somewhat like you.
I don’t even think people would like me if I became gorgeous, I am so painfully revolting.
I wish my mom liked me, above all. Yet, I do nothing to prove that i’m deserving of her love or attention. If she’ll treat me this way forever, then I can’t wait to move away from her. But I still have hope sometimes. Hopefully one day I can look back on this time and laugh.

I just want to be happily married
If im not by like 30 ill probably kill myself

 

[Deleted Member 133996]

Thank you, i’m good at understanding scripts, the underlying structure behind them and what emotion they convey.
I really struggle with facial ques and pattern recognition.

Its for sure just the autism thats holding u back in life but imo id easily class u as the 'good type'. U are a lot more likeable than the majority of ppl on this forum

 

[lotuus]

Its for sure just the autism thats holding u back in life but imo id easily class u as the 'good type'. U are a lot more likeable than the majority of ppl on this forum

Thank you very much, you are kind.
People should look up to you.

 

[lotuus]

Larping ND or actual? Not hating just questioning

Actual.

 

[yielded]

Actual.

Idk