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Nico R.
- Joined
- Jul 26, 2025
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- Location
- Virginia
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I’ve ascended, i’ve been working out for about 2 years now and i’ve been cutting for around the same amount of time. I went from Sub 3 to MTN. I dress nicely, I act confident, have piercings, im 16, i’m 6’1, a good amount of muscle, and my body fat % isn’t perfect but I still am lean enough to see slight bit of abs and serratus anterior. Ascension is everything. This past month has been the culmination of every skipped meal, every hour in the gym, every tear shed, my hour long skin care and my undesirable diet. Last saturday I hung out with a girl for the first time in months, (Not my first girlfriend, or second, I might have been ugly but I still could talk to girls.) The only difference this time is that the girl isn’t chopped. I had THE Stacy at my house with me smoking, drinking, laughing, singing and touching on me. I mean, a year older, 5’4, Blonde, popular, used to do cheer, graduated early, thousand of followers online, perfect facial harmony, just like really a stacy. That day was amazing, I was geeking about it pretty much until last night. But last night was the culmination of everything. Every year of my life led up to this moment. We hung out from 3PM, (I grabbed her after school), to 10PM. We started out the day chill I saw some of my homeboys and ripped my hbs pen, then we had a mutual friend come and bring something to smoke. We spent about an hour at walmart just chatting. After that she took me home, she lives about 44 minutes out near a lake. I met her family saw her room played with her dog and everything. We went night swimming at 7:30. This was the true best thing. For the first time in my life i’d gone swimming with another person. First time in my life i’d been seen without a shirt on by a girl and not felt insecure. Not because I had any trust in her or her opinion of me, but because i could tell by the outline of my shadow that all those hours in gym had paid off and that I wasn’t the same person I used to be. We got food and trolled one of our mutual enemies in the line, probably got a loogie in our food not gonna lie, driving her home, hair blowing, girly stoner songs playing, her singing, hand in mine, wet drawls from swimming, and tight skin from the cold water. Usually you reminisce after something happens, think about the implications of it, the goodsmd bad; what led up to it. But in that moment, all I could think about was how i’ve made it. Every moment matters, every meal, every gym session, every little soft maxx. It all matters. Ascension is key. Don’t do it for yourself, do it for your future.
