My relationship with my mother is complicated because when I was younger she used to abuse my dad and me but I have seen her trying to make an effort to get better by taking THC but my dad and mom are divorced so today was the last day I lived with my mom. And it was sad because I could tell she was giving up, so in her way she cried I know I joke around about “crymaxxing” but that was the first time in years I have cried. Tomorrow is likely the last time I will see her she is taking me to the zoo she used to go to when I was a toddler. Anyways I’m just trying to get as high as I possibly can.