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i have to do service work later
its not something i enjoy
if it was taking care of children
or volunteering to help homeless people
id be happy to
i have to pick other peoples shit off the ground.
its upsetting
i tried communicating to my mom
that i didnt want to
but she keeps talking about how i need the service hours for school (i dont)
and she keeps trying to make me upset at her
obv im upset
but not really at her
shes just so
stupid
idk how to explain it but
i genuinly think shes 80 iq
she just listens to what the gov and school tells her
she doesnt try to emphasize w me
my dad doesnt wanna do shit cus my mom would take it too seriously
but
i do alot of things for her
ive studied
all week
just for a grade i dont care about
ive stayed up till 12
daily
just for a class i dont need
i already know my future
i want to teach
its not hard
im fine w community college
and if my volleyball talent is able to let me go to a university
then so be it
ill do that
shes inconsederate
i still cant get tik tok on my phone (she doesnt know i have it on my pc)
and shes, as i said before
not intelligently gifted
she cant understand me
and when i try to put my emotions into words
she just ignores me
i dont really care about the service hours
im just upset she doesnt appreciate me and the things i do for her
im an amazing child
i dont drink
i dont leave my house past the time she wants me to
i dont do drugs
i dont get into fights
i jerk off and im into lm but
that doesnt affect her
i get alr grades
im exellent at athletics
and i get a thank you
but i dont feel apprecieated
my friend says hes gonna drink w his gf
and he invited me to come
i want to go
i think i might give up on being a great kid
ill still succed
but idrc about lying to her anymore
idrc if anyone reads this
as ive said before this forums like a diary for me
any help is apprecieated tho
its not something i enjoy
if it was taking care of children
or volunteering to help homeless people
id be happy to
i have to pick other peoples shit off the ground.
its upsetting
i tried communicating to my mom
that i didnt want to
but she keeps talking about how i need the service hours for school (i dont)
and she keeps trying to make me upset at her
obv im upset
but not really at her
shes just so
stupid
idk how to explain it but
i genuinly think shes 80 iq
she just listens to what the gov and school tells her
she doesnt try to emphasize w me
my dad doesnt wanna do shit cus my mom would take it too seriously
but
i do alot of things for her
ive studied
all week
just for a grade i dont care about
ive stayed up till 12
daily
just for a class i dont need
i already know my future
i want to teach
its not hard
im fine w community college
and if my volleyball talent is able to let me go to a university
then so be it
ill do that
shes inconsederate
i still cant get tik tok on my phone (she doesnt know i have it on my pc)
and shes, as i said before
not intelligently gifted
she cant understand me
and when i try to put my emotions into words
she just ignores me
i dont really care about the service hours
im just upset she doesnt appreciate me and the things i do for her
im an amazing child
i dont drink
i dont leave my house past the time she wants me to
i dont do drugs
i dont get into fights
i jerk off and im into lm but
that doesnt affect her
i get alr grades
im exellent at athletics
and i get a thank you
but i dont feel apprecieated
my friend says hes gonna drink w his gf
and he invited me to come
i want to go
i think i might give up on being a great kid
ill still succed
but idrc about lying to her anymore
idrc if anyone reads this
as ive said before this forums like a diary for me
any help is apprecieated tho