Serious Never wanted genuine help unless I asked for advice, reassurance especially since it just hides what is true

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Literally just here to rant all day because I have been thinking about this shit for years and its gutted me out, its nice to be able to say it without any risk of recievving consequences for being a trauma dumping attention whore

 

[Wilk]

Literally just here to rant all day because I have been thinking about this shit for years and its gutted me out, its nice to be able to say it without any risk of recievving consequences for being a trauma dumping attention whore

You apear to suck

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You apear to suck

At what exactly?

 

[Wilk]

At what exactly?

Human interactions. Like you don't treat people well

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Human interactions. Like you don't treat people well

Yeah but it wouldn't matter if I did cuz my face would probably ruin it anyways and I never really knew how to interact normally without just being extremely boring due to filtering myself

 

[Wilk]

Yeah but it wouldn't matter if I did cuz my face would probably ruin it anyways and I never really knew how to interact normally without just being extremely boring due to filtering myself

You are mistaken. People who are ugly and have a bad personality are just hated. People who are ugly but have a ok to good personality are just sorry to friendly.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You are mistaken. People who are ugly and have a bad personality are just hated. People who are ugly but have a ok to good personality are just sorry to friendly.

If they don't hate you they very obviously pity you or just see you as nonthreatening and the only way to get out of that is to have immaculate social skills and talents that can compensate for how you look

 

[Wilk]

If they don't hate you they very obviously pity you or just see you as nonthreatening and the only way to get out of that is to have immaculate social skills and talents that can compensate for how you look

Actually, I do have those compensations but then bad people start acting like good people and I prefer to see how they truly are, so I decided to just hide it and see peoples nature

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Actually, I do have those compensations but then bad people start acting like good people and I prefer to see how they truly are, so I decided to just hide it and see peoples nature

Yeah some people do lie all the fucking time and sometimes not compensating is a good way to catch them, I don't have much in the way of intelligence or talent so at this point its just LDAR with lots of whining mixed in because fuck the world it can go burn

 

[Wilk]

Yeah some people do lie all the fucking time and sometimes not compensating is a good way to catch them, I don't have much in the way of intelligence or talent so at this point its just LDAR with lots of whining mixed in because fuck the world it can go burn

That's fucked up. I hope you find peace

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

That's fucked up. I hope you find peace

Its a bit late for peace cuz I did a bunch of really fucked up shit on Discord but maybe if I leave the country, lose and keep off 20kgs or get baptized

Really any sort of mental rebirth and reconditioning

 

[Wilk]

Its a bit late for peace cuz I did a bunch of really fucked up shit on Discord but maybe if I leave the country, lose and keep off 20kgs or get baptized

Really any sort of mental rebirth and reconditioning

LoL

 

[Methodical]

It's not 'too late' for anything. You can't undo what you've done previously but 5-10 years from now that Discord stuff isn't going to mean much to you.

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

It's not 'too late' for anything. You can't undo what you've done previously but 5-10 years from now that Discord stuff isn't going to mean much to you.

A lot of that was extremely sick fetish shit I got into when I was 11-12 and am still into even now, also trying to get my friends involved in it and constantly starting arguments along with killing like 3 servers just by being toxic

Like there's basically no way to go back now besides taking the plunge into something that will reshape my personality and identity