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so i dreamt about this girl in my class and shes a sweet skinny girl not tall like very tall but shes avarage height which is okay for me but my type as you know are skinny tall sweet girls but one missing isnt a problem anyways shes got such a sweet smile and beautiful smile with nice clothing sense i guess not as good as me but its aight not a problem and i got a crush on her within the span of like 2 hours i couldnt remember the dream and what stuck on me was if she got blond or brown hair idk how but i never realized and after that i just full on started thinking about her and i fucking got a crush on her shes so sweet and good looking fuckk and what pisses me off is i made such a bad first impression and im LTN shit sucks out here fuck love lowkey i gotta get healthy have a working cock and ascend not worry about crushes thats such cuck shit
 
i do go to the gym but shit is being renovated so theres bassicaly nothing to do there only got one corner avaible and allat shit is only for legs i hope they fix that shit im tired of rotting
move gyms asap
 
so i dreamt about this girl in my class and shes a sweet skinny girl not tall like very tall but shes avarage height which is okay for me but my type as you know are skinny tall sweet girls but one missing isnt a problem anyways shes got such a sweet smile and beautiful smile with nice clothing sense i guess not as good as me but its aight not a problem and i got a crush on her within the span of like 2 hours i couldnt remember the dream and what stuck on me was if she got blond or brown hair idk how but i never realized and after that i just full on started thinking about her and i fucking got a crush on her shes so sweet and good looking fuckk and what pisses me off is i made such a bad first impression and im LTN shit sucks out here fuck love lowkey i gotta get healthy have a working cock and ascend not worry about crushes thats such cuck shit
Fuark, you kinda remind me how I was back in school. My self esteem was so low so I was pretty much borderline obsessed with anyone who showed kindness to me since I got relentlessly bullied (punched, kicked, you get the picture), so it led to me having daydreams about people I liked in the past. Hope the same thing isn’t happening to you dude, I know it’s easy for me to say but if you are going through something similar try to develop some value within yourself if that makes any sense, I know it sounds stupid but it’ll stop you going from completely nuts (I’ve been there).
 
Fuark, you kinda remind me how I was back in school. My self esteem was so low so I was pretty much borderline obsessed with anyone who showed kindness to me since I got relentlessly bullied (punched, kicked, you get the picture), so it led to me having daydreams about people I liked in the past. Hope the same thing isn’t happening to you dude, I know it’s easy for me to say but if you are going through something similar try to develop some value within yourself if that makes any sense, I know it sounds stupid but it’ll stop you going from completely nuts (I’ve been there).
nah i dont let shit slide im a very preserved guy so not many people even know what i truly am even with all these i never feel good at school like i feel i get made fun of behind my back you know sorry to hear that though
 
so i dreamt about this girl in my class and shes a sweet skinny girl not tall like very tall but shes avarage height which is okay for me but my type as you know are skinny tall sweet girls but one missing isnt a problem anyways shes got such a sweet smile and beautiful smile with nice clothing sense i guess not as good as me but its aight not a problem and i got a crush on her within the span of like 2 hours i couldnt remember the dream and what stuck on me was if she got blond or brown hair idk how but i never realized and after that i just full on started thinking about her and i fucking got a crush on her shes so sweet and good looking fuckk and what pisses me off is i made such a bad first impression and im LTN shit sucks out here fuck love lowkey i gotta get healthy have a working cock and ascend not worry about crushes thats such cuck shit
DIDN'T READ!!! I DIDDENT READ THAT!
 
lowkey i gotta get healthy have a working cock and ascend not worry about crushes thats such cuck shit
Health issues ? Your weewee doesn't work ? How is it possible
 
What happened
i got really curious and was with my friend and i just texted her are you blond or brunette cause i deadass didnt know and we talked a little and she was trolling a little (thats so hot) and i didint know what to text so i asked are you n****r oops i mean ginger and she said girl no then later on she said your so random and next text was weirdo
 
Fuark, you kinda remind me how I was back in school. My self esteem was so low so I was pretty much borderline obsessed with anyone who showed kindness to me since I got relentlessly bullied (punched, kicked, you get the picture), so it led to me having daydreams about people I liked in the past. Hope the same thing isn’t happening to you dude, I know it’s easy for me to say but if you are going through something similar try to develop some value within yourself if that makes any sense, I know it sounds stupid but it’ll stop you going from completely nuts (I’ve been there).
if somebody punched and kicked me i would kill them
 
i got really curious and was with my friend and i just texted her are you blond or brunette cause i deadass didnt know and we talked a little and she was trolling a little (thats so hot) and i didint know what to text so i asked are you n****r oops i mean ginger and she said girl no then later on she said your so random and next text was weirdo
why'd you call strangers n****r only use it on people u know
 
if somebody punched and kicked me i would kill them
I was too weak back then to do anything about it, just got shat on really. The fucking kids were laughing at my cuts when I tried to slit my throat and shit. I’m not saying I’m a saint by any means but they were vile.
 
shi ima fucking r**e you what you gonna do then
torture u to death , drink ur blood, eat ur organs , feed leftovers to stray dogs
i am ded srs no larp
 
I was too weak back then to do anything about it, just got shat on really. The fucking kids were laughing at my cuts when I tried to slit my throat and shit. I’m not saying I’m a saint by any means but they were vile.
i get you bro
 
I was too weak back then to do anything about it, just got shat on really. The fucking kids were laughing at my cuts when I tried to slit my throat and shit. I’m not saying I’m a saint by any means but they were vile.
i would have stabbed the shit out of them
 
i would have stabbed the shit out of them
I was in a powerless spot, I couldn’t so shit. Ironic really since they started treating me better after I got a jawline and fixed my eyebrows, that was my first taste of blackpill actually.
 
I was in a powerless spot, I couldn’t so shit. Ironic really since they started treating me better after I got a jawline and fixed my eyebrows, that was my first taste of blackpill actually.
My crush at the start of school also liked me afterwards after years of putting in the friendzone, I wonder why that was eh?
 
I was in a powerless spot, I couldn’t so shit. Ironic really since they started treating me better after I got a jawline and fixed my eyebrows, that was my first taste of blackpill actually.
As a shy kid with a Christian background, this still fucks with me to this day if I’m honest. As much as I want the ‘love people for their hearts bullshit’ to be true, I realise no matter what God you pray to, our God is our biology and nothing else. We’re animals and we will never be above them, we’re just DNA trying to replicate like the rest of other organisms.
 
My crush at the start of school also liked me afterwards after years of putting in the friendzone, I wonder why that was eh?
i never devloped a crush because i find people stupid and repulsing
most of them disgust me
i have been attracted to girls
but it wasn't a crush
i never really cared what they thought
if given the chance i would probably have married them
but i never really cared
if necessary i could have killed them so i don't think it was a crush
i prolly have some mental issues because this isn't normal
 
i never devloped a crush because i find people stupid and repulsing
most of them disgust me
i have been attracted to girls
but it wasn't a crush
i never really cared what they thought
if given the chance i would probably have married them
but i never really cared
if necessary i could have killed them so i don't think it was a crush
i prolly have some mental issues because this isn't normal
In truth you probably have undiagnosed autism, as an autist myself welcome to the club bud lmao.
 
As a shy kid with a Christian background, this still fucks with me to this day if I’m honest. As much as I want the ‘love people for their hearts bullshit’ to be true, I realise no matter what God you pray to, our God is our biology and nothing else. We’re animals and we will never be above them, we’re just DNA trying to replicate like the rest of other organisms.
god is your ancestors
you are nothing but your ancestors
you have thier genes
best ancestors existed before any religion or civilization
 

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