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I am fukcing pissed I used to be like mid like fr and my dumb ass gained weight I would rather stay sick than be like this I'm not gonna start puking everything up again but like I was actually okay looking ppl would talk to me I even went places and talked to ppl irl it's like instead of getting a better quality of life it got worse isn't it better to like be " healthy" plus ppl actually gave a shit when I was sick, I looked better , and I surprisingly had better mental health I'm basically shitzo lite now like genuinely idgaf if it's wrote down ad phycotic symptoms ik what it means they didn't even want me to go to a mental hospital a little while ago just cuz I was a young girl I'm sorry but seeing and hearing shit is a serious thing and even when the put me there they thought I was lying ??? I wish I was still 15-16 shit genuinely just went downhill after that and it sucks