normal people's souls are cursed

[Alurmo]

bc they are unchosen and npcmaxxed

 

[BriannaPilled]

no fr go outside and frolic in the tall grass and daisies for a lil bit, go catch a rabbit with your bare hands and then go try to say you hate your life

 

[Alurmo]

no fr go outside and frolic in the tall grass and daisies for a lil bit, go catch a rabbit with your bare hands and then go try to say you hate your life

going outside is stupid
like really stupid

 

[BriannaPilled]

going outside is stupid
like really stupid

i love being outside, buildings feel like a box and i really dont like it. like it feels so closed in.

 

[drchad]

going outside is stupid
like really stupid

Tbh it helps but its not gonna magically solve your problems to just physically leave the house

 

[Alurmo]

i love being outside, buildings feel like a box and i really dont like it. like it feels so closed in.

i like living in a place that feels comfortable and safe, i mean theres always a unsafe feeeling but u are protected by walls, going outside breaks my own mental code and makes me very anxious and uncomfortable, im suprised ur not scared of the unexpected

 

[Alurmo]

Tbh it helps but its not gonna magically solve your problems to just physically leave the house

ur right the rare times i go outside when needed i should prob bring a weapon on me, incase stuff gets bad or my life gets put in danger

 

[BriannaPilled]

i like living in a place that feels comfortable and safe, i mean theres always a unsafe feeeling but u are protected by walls, going outside breaks my own mental code and makes me very anxious and uncomfortable, im suprised ur not scared of the unexpected

I mean I AM but really nothing is guaranteed. A plane could crash into your house, a faulty screw could cause your ceiling to crash in, you might have a health condition you were unaware of and die in your sleep. The air inside my childhood home was so stale and now i have athsma because of the black mold. you never know is all, could be damned if you do and could be damned if you dont. Plus if you have no new unexpected problems you yourself will probably get stale.

 

[Alurmo]

I mean I AM but really nothing is guaranteed. A plane could crash into your house, a faulty screw could cause your ceiling to crash in, you might have a health condition you were unaware of and die in your sleep. The air inside my childhood home was so stale and now i have athsma because of the black mold. you never know is all, could be damned if you do and could be damned if you dont.

im very aware of those risk but the risk of interacting with someone outside and it going wrong leaves me with shame, and then i feel embarrased abt feeeling ashamed, then i keep my social mistakes in my head for a month without letting go, im very aware of my performance to other people, its dangerous being known as someone who cant socialize in the same world where social events like parys and functions are normalized, but i can admit, nature is special

but for me my unsafety is more serious bc i live in a dangerous place and neighbourhood, and, im not really that NT to scurry away of a trick situation

the easy way out is to live in isolation for me

 

[drchad]

I mean I AM but really nothing is guaranteed. A plane could crash into your house, a faulty screw could cause your ceiling to crash in, you might have a health condition you were unaware of and die in your sleep. The air inside my childhood home was so stale and now i have athsma because of the black mold. you never know is all, could be damned if you do and could be damned if you dont. Plus if you have no new unexpected problems you yourself will probably get stale.

damn feel like i have some black mold in my bathroom

 

[BriannaPilled]

im very aware of those risk but the risk of interacting with someone outside and it going wrong leaves me with shame, and then i feel embarrased abt feeeling ashamed, then i keep my social mistakes in my head for a month without letting go, im very aware of my performance to other people, its dangerous being known as someone who cant socialize in the same world where social events like parys and functions are normalized, but i can admit, nature is special

but for me my unsafety is more serious bc i live in a dangerous place and neighbourhood, and, im not really that NT to scurry away of a trick situation

the easy way out is to live in isolation for me

WOAH. okay i see where youre coming from but this really isnt a good thing. please find some friends away from home, commute if you can to a safe place like a gym with responsible staff or the skatepark. you need to be socialable even if it hurts you or you are gonna need to get real creative. i was a mute for a solid good while and i will let you know it will never get great but exposure therapy WILL make it better. we all die eventually whether we like it or not and even if you try to create a legacy nothing anyone does matters. please find some friends mate.

 

[BriannaPilled]

damn feel like i have some black mold in my bathroom

arrivederci, soldato.