Note making is unbelievably hard for me

[Aglincevsagit1998]

I hate when my handwriting slightly changes because I switched pens.

I hate that if I start a notebook with a certain formatting style, I'm forced to keep with it till the very end.

I hate that if I start with a specific pen, I need to keep with that till the end.

And then, for that specific topic, I am forced to use the same notebook for any further volumes.

At the end of the day I force myself to make due with any imperfections and do "what I can" but it hurts me so much sometimes. I really struggle with this. I can't do my note writing on my PC in software because it doesn't feel right either. Good enough for small stuff but I prefer the pen and paper for anything I consider important.

 

[geneticCage]

I can't note no matter what
I don't write down half of the things in class anyway so it's not a huge problem
Because I write anything just in school
But when I do it looks fucking chinese egyptian fucking hieroglyphs

 

[Aglincevsagit1998]

I can't note no matter what
I don't write down half of the things in class anyway so it's not a huge problem
Because I write anything just in school
But when I do it looks fucking chinese egyptian fucking hieroglyphs

Au contraire to what the thread is making me sound like

I legit have beautiful handwriting just because of how particular I am with my aesthetics and formatting. I am also good at drawing diagrams and such.

I remember once in like grade 10 some girl saw my notebook left open during recess and she thought it was so good she asked me if she could show it to her friends

I remember it being biology notes, so it was paragraphs of perfectly aligned handwriting on blank a4 paper without guidelines with extremely beautifully drawn diagrams of a bunch of different types of simple organisms

 

[boyfromnowhere]

I can’t sit still and do that shit

I end up just zoning out and thinking about random shit