Serious Now i get how true loser life of doom and despair looks and feels

[Suomi Volksgrenadier]

I have 3 friends. Maybe 4. One of them is true best friend.
Last time I went out with someone was 1 month ago. I live from weekdays to weekdays. All I do is go to work, go back home, play video games, and repeat. On weekends I donxt go out. Just ldaring. I fumble every chance I get.
I fucked the waiting of each new day when going to work. I understand that maybe I will be in such a shitty place for my whole life. I am very likely doomed and destined to be in such a shitty city in such an unperfect world.
I fucked life lift, social protest, the ones I falsely called life worthy.
When have I lost my careless, joyful self? Where did my true childish smile go?

 

[dimorph.ic]

I have 3 friends. Maybe 4. One of them is true best friend.
Last time I went out with someone was 1 month ago. I live from weekdays to weekdays. All I do is go to work, go back home, play video games, and repeat. On weekends I donxt go out. Just ldaring. I fumble every chance I get.
I fucked the waiting of each new day when going to work. I understand that maybe I will be in such a shitty place for my whole life. I am very likely doomed and destined to be in such a shitty city in such an unperfect world.
I fucked life lift, social protest, the ones I falsely called life worthy.
When have I lost my careless, joyful self? Where did my true childish smile go?
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Thats life man friends wont always be there yk happened to me too

 

[Suomi Volksgrenadier]

Thats life man friends wont always be there yk happened to me too

Itxs not even about friends. I just donxt understand, how my life went to job-home-games. I donxt understand where It all went wrong. Why is started noticing it only 7 month ago? If I started noticing how down my life goes, how bad are really people I learn with(https://forum.looksmaxxing.com/thre...ty-for-ending-9th-grade-in-restaurant.213799/), how pointless it all is, from my country only tens thousands go out in people, while only in my city live +200000 humans.

 

[Suomi Volksgrenadier]

I have "This is Kali yuga" song playing on my alarm
True cycle of doom and despair