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Alr so I went out tn with my friends and it was just a disaster.
So we decided we were going to walk to this place in town where a lot of girls hangout. Literally as we are fucking walking there, by left hip starts to hurt so bad. My fucking diy height boosters made out of stuffing my shoe insole with socks is so retarded. As I walked the socks curled up making it an uneven texture, and walking on the uneven texture was hurting my foot so bad and since there was an uneven height between left and right food my left hip started hurting really fucking bad. - I couldn't stop to take them out because I didnt want my friends to know. My diy height booster method is literally so retarded NEVER DO IT.
So then we finally arrive to this place where there is a lot of night life and my hip and feet are already hurting so bad. We decide to go to this desert shop and sitting outside are a bunch of ltbs-htbs. Of course as I see them I fix my hair, start squinting, clenching, and slight smirking as to NT facial expression max. My friend was like yo that girl is so bad sitting over there. I look over and make eye contact with her, I hit her with my usual little smirk/smile but instead of smiling back she just looks away. Then we decide to go inside the ice-cream shop and there was literally this fucking 6'9 guy in there. He was so fucking tall it was so brutal. When I was next to him in line I genuinely wanted to rope. It was brutal to cus all the girls outside were staring at him through the window.
Then me and my friends got icecream (to boost IGF1) and went outside to eat. As we go outside, im tryna be on some nonchalant shit, but then my friend makes a joke abt this t****y we saw in the store and I start fucking giggling, not laughing, giggling. As I am giggling I look over and these two MTBs are staring right at me. No doubt looking at how recessed my chin looks while I giggle. As soon as I see them I stop laughing and look away. Then we sit down and eat our icecream and then decide to look for girls to cold approach. We see multiple groups of girls but we were all way to high inhib so we just kept walking in circles like dumbasses. Then im like, wait let me make sure my hair is good. I look at myself in the photo and idk why but I genuinly looked subhuman. I swear I only enjoy going out when I have just looked in the mirror and look good. So then for the rest of the night I had my spirits destroyed, my hips and feet hurt, and I was looking as subhuman as ever. My acne has flared up and my bug eyes looked fucking horrible in bright direct light. Additionally I looked bloated and my hair looked rlly dry and frail.
The rest of the night was chill ish but all in all it was brutal. I came home, cried a lil in the mirror, showered, did a chemical peel, popped some of my acne (ik I shouldn't have but it was truecel rage against my face). (Fuck remembering now I forgot to moisturize I will when I am done writing this thread.) Now I am in my room at 1 am listening to music writing a thread on a incel forum. I will forever be a subhuman. When I look in the mirror and think I look good its just cus I have high hormones in the moment. At the end of the night when its just my objective face I look subhuman. My eyes protrude, my jaw is soft, my chin is slightly recessed.
Genuinly brutal I thought I was ready for the school year. (Albeit I didnt use blush or glow serum before going out, hadnt showered, but that shits COPE, my bones are not here.)
Tagging brothers:
@Grilldaddy83 @Incel1892733 @Iluvodegaard @returnofthecutecel @ikramy @Adam123. @Tumor @Randomized Shame @TonyDr
- A disgruntled NudeSelfiesTilliDie (whos about to put on moisturizer and gts imagining himself cuddling oneitis)
So we decided we were going to walk to this place in town where a lot of girls hangout. Literally as we are fucking walking there, by left hip starts to hurt so bad. My fucking diy height boosters made out of stuffing my shoe insole with socks is so retarded. As I walked the socks curled up making it an uneven texture, and walking on the uneven texture was hurting my foot so bad and since there was an uneven height between left and right food my left hip started hurting really fucking bad. - I couldn't stop to take them out because I didnt want my friends to know. My diy height booster method is literally so retarded NEVER DO IT.
So then we finally arrive to this place where there is a lot of night life and my hip and feet are already hurting so bad. We decide to go to this desert shop and sitting outside are a bunch of ltbs-htbs. Of course as I see them I fix my hair, start squinting, clenching, and slight smirking as to NT facial expression max. My friend was like yo that girl is so bad sitting over there. I look over and make eye contact with her, I hit her with my usual little smirk/smile but instead of smiling back she just looks away. Then we decide to go inside the ice-cream shop and there was literally this fucking 6'9 guy in there. He was so fucking tall it was so brutal. When I was next to him in line I genuinely wanted to rope. It was brutal to cus all the girls outside were staring at him through the window.
Then me and my friends got icecream (to boost IGF1) and went outside to eat. As we go outside, im tryna be on some nonchalant shit, but then my friend makes a joke abt this t****y we saw in the store and I start fucking giggling, not laughing, giggling. As I am giggling I look over and these two MTBs are staring right at me. No doubt looking at how recessed my chin looks while I giggle. As soon as I see them I stop laughing and look away. Then we sit down and eat our icecream and then decide to look for girls to cold approach. We see multiple groups of girls but we were all way to high inhib so we just kept walking in circles like dumbasses. Then im like, wait let me make sure my hair is good. I look at myself in the photo and idk why but I genuinly looked subhuman. I swear I only enjoy going out when I have just looked in the mirror and look good. So then for the rest of the night I had my spirits destroyed, my hips and feet hurt, and I was looking as subhuman as ever. My acne has flared up and my bug eyes looked fucking horrible in bright direct light. Additionally I looked bloated and my hair looked rlly dry and frail.
The rest of the night was chill ish but all in all it was brutal. I came home, cried a lil in the mirror, showered, did a chemical peel, popped some of my acne (ik I shouldn't have but it was truecel rage against my face). (Fuck remembering now I forgot to moisturize I will when I am done writing this thread.) Now I am in my room at 1 am listening to music writing a thread on a incel forum. I will forever be a subhuman. When I look in the mirror and think I look good its just cus I have high hormones in the moment. At the end of the night when its just my objective face I look subhuman. My eyes protrude, my jaw is soft, my chin is slightly recessed.
Genuinly brutal I thought I was ready for the school year. (Albeit I didnt use blush or glow serum before going out, hadnt showered, but that shits COPE, my bones are not here.)
Tagging brothers:
@Grilldaddy83 @Incel1892733 @Iluvodegaard @returnofthecutecel @ikramy @Adam123. @Tumor @Randomized Shame @TonyDr
- A disgruntled NudeSelfiesTilliDie (whos about to put on moisturizer and gts imagining himself cuddling oneitis)
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