oh my god

[nomi]

I hate my fucking meds because i'm so dependent on them, everytime I forget to take them my mood goes to shit ts is so annoying. lamictal is a mood stabilizer and it isn't addictive but it's the only thing keeping me sane. like for example today I was getting irritated with almost everything and didnt really talk to anyone, obviously I'm not going to be verbal abt that, ik my mood is only something going on in my head so there's no point in taking it out on other people. then I started getting emotional over my looks because I was staring at myself in the mirror for too long.

at least I got my doubles pierced tdy