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Harsh Winters;Long Nights. How much longer until I finally break free from the chain? I think never. I’m tired of being a subhuman and alone, I can’t take it any longer. My only “friend” I hung out with ditched me for no reason and now I have no one to talk to at home or at school. Obviously no girl likes me, and they’re all repulsed by me. My family hates me too and wishes I was dead. My teachers don’t like me either and embarrass me infront of the whole class. What did I do to deserve such a cruel life. I don’t think I’m a bad person, infact, before I became blackpilled and honestly still to this day, many people call me nice. Yet it’s all for nothing because no one wants to hangout with a loser.
I’m a loser
I’m a failure
My life is pointless
I’m ugly
No one likes me
I would commit suicide, but the problem is that people would only be happier rather than sad. That’s how awful of a human being I am. I’m a disgrace to this Earth, how did God let such a loser extraterrestrial creature walk on this Earth. I don’t deserve to be here, I’m not a human being and never will. I’ll forever be a loner loser and no one will ever love me.
So with all that being said, why do I just keep getting up and going and going? I don’t know, but it sure as hell is hard when there’s no meaning in your life.
I’m never going to ascend either because of my subhuman genetics, so in theory it’s pointless and i’m just coping.
I guess it was a good life, but i’m marking the end of it here. I’m officially giving up. I’m officially going to abstain from any relationships or human interactions for the rest of my life because I don’t want anyone else to be forced to be near such a subhuman loser like me.
I’m sorry for being ugly, I’m sorry for being a failure. I didn’t choose to be this way, if I could rewrite my story I would do it in a heartbeat. But it’s already too late and my life is over.
Despite everything i’ve done, it’s never amounted to anything. So why bother?
I’m a loser
I’m a failure
My life is pointless
I’m ugly
No one likes me
I would commit suicide, but the problem is that people would only be happier rather than sad. That’s how awful of a human being I am. I’m a disgrace to this Earth, how did God let such a loser extraterrestrial creature walk on this Earth. I don’t deserve to be here, I’m not a human being and never will. I’ll forever be a loner loser and no one will ever love me.
So with all that being said, why do I just keep getting up and going and going? I don’t know, but it sure as hell is hard when there’s no meaning in your life.
I’m never going to ascend either because of my subhuman genetics, so in theory it’s pointless and i’m just coping.
I guess it was a good life, but i’m marking the end of it here. I’m officially giving up. I’m officially going to abstain from any relationships or human interactions for the rest of my life because I don’t want anyone else to be forced to be near such a subhuman loser like me.
I’m sorry for being ugly, I’m sorry for being a failure. I didn’t choose to be this way, if I could rewrite my story I would do it in a heartbeat. But it’s already too late and my life is over.
Despite everything i’ve done, it’s never amounted to anything. So why bother?