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Rage [OVER] [BRUTAL] My most brutal and black pilling stories

Dandelions

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TLDR: No TLDR, you can just read them individually. Also all of this is true, I put it on my own life.

Which one was the most brutal? Let me know.

When I was 13, I was harassed and assaulted for being ugly. I was sitting down at school when this girl and 2 of her friends came up to me and told me to get out of the way even though so many other seats were open. They kept calling me a fat pig and eventually one of them spat on me and slapped me in my face and told me to kill myself.

When I was 14, I was walking to class with one of my friends. I told him I had a crush on this one girl, and he told me that i’m too ugly and that I would never have a chance with her so and that I should give up. She ended up dating a 5’10 Puerto Rican chadlite.

When I was 15, I was sitting next to my dad and talking. The way we were positioned, he was looking at my side profile. He called me ugly and told me my nose was like a toucans.

When I was 15, it was the first week of school. This girl sat in front of me in math and told me to kill myself for no reason and would laugh at me. She would whisper to her friends infront of my face and say cruel remarks to ms.

When I was 13, I told my friend I had a crush on this girl named Amy (not her real name, using Amy as a placeholder). He thought I was talking about another Amy, and so he told her. She said ew.

When I was 14, I used to help this guy with his grades and tutor him. He was really nice and treated me well, and told me he was gonna get me sum bitches. When I was walking with him, he asked one of his female friends what she thinks of me and she said in verbatim, “Ew he’s ugly, I would never date that creature.”

When I was 13, I was at lunch at school playing basketball with my friends. I had a hat on backwards, and this 6th grade walked up to me and tapped on my shoulder. He told me I looked like a f****t.

Earlier this year, I asked a girl if she needed help with something. She was a fat LTB btw. I stuttered a lot because i’m a subhuman with a speech impediment and she laughed in my face and walked away.

When I was 14, I was venting to one of my friends in class because I was having a bad day. At one point, I said I was ugly. A girl sitting behind us chimed in for no reason and said “We know”.

When I was 15, my sister gaslit my mom into thinking I did something bad when I didn’t. My mom then said she hated me and wishes she put me up for adoption when I was a child.

When I was 15, I was severely depressed. I woke up one day at 4 PM and overheard my mom downstairs talking about how much of a failure I am and that i’m so lazy and add no purpose to life.

When I was 13, my best friend that i’ve known for a decade knowingly fucked my oneitis and bragged about it to me.

When I was 14, one of my friends asked me who I found attractive. I named a girl, and he laughed in my face and said she would never be interested in a guy like me.

When I was 14, I had a friend who I blackpilled. He told me I was a sub 5 and a LTN.


Ever since I was born 16 years ago, I’ve hated my life and wished for a different life every single day. I’ve never gone to sleep excited to wake up the next day, I dread every new day that arrives. There is no future or point for me to keep on going in life, it’s undoubtedly over.
 
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been there man
it does NOT get better
Yeah, I’m tired of copers and adults saying muh “Bro, you’re only 16 it will only get better!” Just lol. If it’s already hardcore mode in high school days where it’s supposed to be easiest, why is there any reason to think it’ll get better once I hit the real world? I lost life on fucking tutorial mode, there’s no one left to blame but me and my genetics.
 
this makes me so sad for you. the most brutal ones are definitely the family ones, because those are the people meant to care for you the most. wish i knew you in real life so that you didn’t have to go through this all alone, im so sorry you had/have to experience this. keep focusing on looksmaxxing to make things easier on you, people will treat you at least a tad bit better.
 
Yeah, I’m tired of copers and adults saying muh “Bro, you’re only 16 it will only get better!” Just lol. If it’s already hardcore mode in high school days where it’s supposed to be easiest, why is there any reason to think it’ll get better once I hit the real world? I lost life on fucking tutorial mode, there’s no one left to blame but me and my genetics.
hate when people say this, only way it will get better if if you look better. keep pushing bro.
 
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im kidding dont kill yourself
you can and will ascend
I’m not gonna kill myself, but I’ve accepted my life is over so my only purpose is to wage slave until i’m 60 (that’s if I don’t die before then due to my future steroid abuse and addiction) and donate it to a charity or to kids looking to go to college. I’m not gonna reproduce or get in a relationship with a female, and I likely won’t lose my virginity and will die KHHV (I’ll never buy an escort). I don’t wanna dissapoint my parents anymore than I have, so i’m trying to school maxx so college tuition isn’t as much. I hope the people who take my inheritance money once I’m dead use it for good.
 
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this makes me so sad for you. the most brutal ones are definitely the family ones, because those are the people meant to care for you the most. wish i knew you in real life so that you didn’t have to go through this all alone, im so sorry you had/have to experience this. keep focusing on looksmaxxing to make things easier on you, people will treat you at least a tad bit better.
hate when people say this, only way it will get better if if you look better. keep pushing bro.
I appreciate you a lot, you’re definitely one of the nicer people on this forum and probably human beings i’ve met. Hopefully you’re able to ascend aswell if you haven’t already, may you be stricken with a pot of gold someday <3
 
I’m not gonna kill myself, but I’ve accepted my life is over so my only purpose is to wage slave until i’m 60 (that’s if I don’t die before then due to my future steroid abuse and addiction) and donate it to a charity or to kids looking to go to college. I’m not gonna reproduce or get in a relationship with a female, and I likely won’t lose my virginity and will die KHHV (I’ll never buy an escort). I don’t wanna dissapoint my parents anymore than I have, so i’m trying to school maxx so college tuition isn’t as much. I hope the people who take my inheritance money once I’m dead use it for good.
dude you'll prolly fuck a whore in your first week of college jfl
u legit look good with the photos u sent me
 
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dude you'll prolly fuck a whore in your first week of college jfl
u legit look good with the photos u sent me
Bro, even passed around girls RN reject me and I wish I was kidding. It won’t get better in college especially considering the competition also increases dramatically. I’m like Tim Tebow except I wasn’t just ass in the NFL, but in college and high school too.
 
Why are you keeping track of all of these moments? Life isn't just about women and looks. . . Theres experiences to be made . . success to be enjoyed. Sex is important, but it's only a part of life, no need to give up
 
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Why are you keeping track of all of these moments? Life isn't just about women and looks. . . Theres experiences to be made . . success to be enjoyed. Sex is important, but it's only a part of life, no need to give up
Because it also impacts my life as a whole, teachers dislike me, I have no true friends, I’m extremely lonely and have been my entire life, etc
 
Because it also impacts my life as a whole, teachers dislike me, I have no true friends, I’m extremely lonely and have been my entire life, etc
Right but there's so many ugly people out there who worked their ass off and are living the life. My dad was obese his whole life up until his 40s when he cut, he lives the life with a 7 figure salary, has a great wife, etc..
 
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Right but there's so many ugly people out there who worked their ass off and are living the life. My dad was obese his whole life up until his 40s when he cut, he lives the life with a 7 figure salary, has a great wife, etc..
Those people still atleast had friends or a HS relationship. Me though I haven’t, ever. It’s been years since I’ve felt joy.
 
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It is man
If you already gave up about dating, best thing is focusing in academics but also start lookin for things to do. The "copes" is what keep us alive
Thank you, you’re a good user. I definitely will start improving in school, it’s the only thing to do honestly.
 
Yeah, I’m tired of copers and adults saying muh “Bro, you’re only 16 it will only get better!” Just lol. If it’s already hardcore mode in high school days where it’s supposed to be easiest, why is there any reason to think it’ll get better once I hit the real world? I lost life on fucking tutorial mode, there’s no one left to blame but me and my genetics.
If you dont have a reliable practical plan to get power, people will keep putting you down forever. Get the power to make them stop
 
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If you dont have a reliable practical plan to get power, people will keep putting you down forever. Get the power to make them stop
They’ll keep putting me down forever unless I ascend by Gods hand himself and become a 6’6 Chad*
 
It is man
If you already gave up about dating, best thing is focusing in academics but also start lookin for things to do. The "copes" is what keep us alive
Looks deteriorate, when a man dies he thinks about the impact he has had on the world and if he maximized his potential in all ways. You can be ugly but be happy with the life you have lived , just don't become an incel who stays inside all day doing nothing because then you won't even have that
 
Looks deteriorate, when a man dies he thinks about the impact he has had on the world and if he maximized his potential in all ways. You can be ugly but be happy with the life you have lived , just don't become an incel who stays inside all day doing nothing because then you won't even have that
When a man dies nothing happens. Nobody will be forever remembered.
Any activity you make you have to do it because you like it or because it helps you get better.
what I Meant with him needing to find things to do is just hobbies, things he may enjoy. In incel community hobbies are labeled as "cope" but if you enjoy doing something, what's the matter with doing it even if it doesn't help you to increase your psl?
Me for example like to play guitar but whatever thing is useful
 
Listen bro I don't mean to sound redpill, but you genuinly need to stop putting yourself down and live a good life, learn to fight for confidence, join a mma class, keep doing your best to looks max u can get surgery later, what do you even look like?
Mma magically erasing all his humiliation memories
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When a man dies nothing happens. Nobody will be forever remembered.
Any activity you make you have to do it because you like it or because it helps you get better.
what I Meant with him needing to find things to do is just hobbies, things he may enjoy. In incel community hobbies are labeled as "cope" but if you enjoy doing something, what's the matter with doing it even if it doesn't help you to increase your psl?
Me for example like to play guitar but whatever thing is useful
I agree, but what I was saying is that he should live a life that he wouldn't regret on his deathbed
 
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Mma magically erasing all his humiliation memories
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I’ve shown my face to 2 people on this forum I think, @pompompurino and @Whitepill. I request my pictures do not be shared, but you can get a gauge of my rating, or what i look like. And if you’re going to ask, ask them in PMs because I don’t want my face, even just a description of it, on this forum publicly. I’m 6’2, I will say that since its not dox worthy ( I hope)
 
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I’ve shown my face to 2 people on this forum I think, @pompompurino and @Whitepill. I request my pictures do not be shared, but you can get a gauge of my rating, or what i look like. And if you’re going to ask, ask them in PMs because I don’t want my face, even just a description of it, on this forum publicly. I’m 6’2, I will say that since its not dox worthy ( I hope)
ill pm ya, u don't need to sned it if ur not comfortable aswell, i just wanna see
 
fuckin brutal. rage allowed. but rage doesnt solve the problem. but rage might lead to changes. must never give up. treat it as a fuel. honestly i think "you are still 16, young, you can do it" is so fucking true. just think about this.what if you started to change in 2 years ago. just how much u will change. how many legs will you open. and from the rate pom gve to u. i think its not that bad at all. if you fat. lose fat. grow some hair. i have a friend, whole class hated him, calling him ugly and shi, but rn he s average jst bcz of his hair and knowing fashion lol. but he bloated as fuck, pig. but he pulls some girls damn. maybe its just your school environment that is shit. the world is big. at school, one says ugly. everyone does the same. but the world opinion is diverse. those girl will open their legs for you once u ascend.
 
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fuckin brutal. rage allowed. but rage doesnt solve the problem. but rage might lead to changes. must never give up. treat it as a fuel. honestly i think "you are still 16, young, you can do it" is so fucking true. just think about this.what if you started to change in 2 years ago. just how much u will change. how many legs will you open. and from the rate pom gve to u. i think its not that bad at all. if you fat. lose fat. grow some hair. i have a friend, whole class hated him, calling him ugly and shi, but rn he s average jst bcz of his hair and knowing fashion lol. but he bloated as fuck, pig. but he pulls some girls damn. maybe its just your school environment that is shit. the world is big. at school, one says ugly. everyone does the same. but the world opinion is diverse. those girl will open their legs for you once u ascend.
Just curious, are you a male or female?
 
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and u tall. thats a gift. im crying here not even near 6 foot
Man I thought you were a girl this whole time what the hell.
 
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im a male :mad: fuvk ill become a chad . this is unacceptable
Sorry bro, I just could’ve sworn I saw you said you were a female once but I guess I was wrong.
 
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I’ve shown my face to 2 people on this forum I think, @pompompurino and @Whitepill. I request my pictures do not be shared, but you can get a gauge of my rating, or what i look like. And if you’re going to ask, ask them in PMs because I don’t want my face, even just a description of it, on this forum publicly. I’m 6’2, I will say that since its not dox worthy ( I hope)
sure, share it
 
TLDR: No TLDR, you can just read them individually. Also all of this is true, I put it on my own life.

Which one was the most brutal? Let me know.

When I was 13, I was harassed and assaulted for being ugly. I was sitting down at school when this girl and 2 of her friends came up to me and told me to get out of the way even though so many other seats were open. They kept calling me a fat pig and eventually one of them spat on me and slapped me in my face and told me to kill myself.

When I was 14, I was walking to class with one of my friends. I told him I had a crush on this one girl, and he told me that i’m too ugly and that I would never have a chance with her so and that I should give up. She ended up dating a 5’10 Puerto Rican chadlite.

When I was 15, I was sitting next to my dad and talking. The way we were positioned, he was looking at my side profile. He called me ugly and told me my nose was like a toucans.

When I was 15, it was the first week of school. This girl sat in front of me in math and told me to kill myself for no reason and would laugh at me. She would whisper to her friends infront of my face and say cruel remarks to ms.

When I was 13, I told my friend I had a crush on this girl named Amy (not her real name, using Amy as a placeholder). He thought I was talking about another Amy, and so he told her. She said ew.

When I was 14, I used to help this guy with his grades and tutor him. He was really nice and treated me well, and told me he was gonna get me sum bitches. When I was walking with him, he asked one of his female friends what she thinks of me and she said in verbatim, “Ew he’s ugly, I would never date that creature.”

When I was 13, I was at lunch at school playing basketball with my friends. I had a hat on backwards, and this 6th grade walked up to me and tapped on my shoulder. He told me I looked like a f****t.

Earlier this year, I asked a girl if she needed help with something. She was a fat LTB btw. I stuttered a lot because i’m a subhuman with a speech impediment and she laughed in my face and walked away.

When I was 14, I was venting to one of my friends in class because I was having a bad day. At one point, I said I was ugly. A girl sitting behind us chimed in for no reason and said “We know”.

When I was 15, my sister gaslit my mom into thinking I did something bad when I didn’t. My mom then said she hated me and wishes she put me up for adoption when I was a child.

When I was 15, I was severely depressed. I woke up one day at 4 PM and overheard my mom downstairs talking about how much of a failure I am and that i’m so lazy and add no purpose to life.

When I was 13, my best friend that i’ve known for a decade knowingly fucked my oneitis and bragged about it to me.

When I was 14, one of my friends asked me who I found attractive. I named a girl, and he laughed in my face and said she would never be interested in a guy like me.

When I was 14, I had a friend who I blackpilled. He told me I was a sub 5 and a LTN.


Ever since I was born 16 years ago, I’ve hated my life and wished for a different life every single day. I’ve never gone to sleep excited to wake up the next day, I dread every new day that arrives. There is no future or point for me to keep on going in life, it’s undoubtedly over.
Thank God I've been incredibly incredibly antisocial and homeschooled most of my life, missing out on the bad stuff that happens aswell, this just made me happy I barely made friends or ever talked with anyone, at this rate all you can do is cope with life until you can get surgery and eventually become way more NT
 
hate when people say this, only way it will get better if if you look better. keep pushing bro.
It rlly isn’t true, I used to be so ugly and received the same treatment. Honestly now that I’m pretty the bullying has stopped but it’s not like I’m popular now. People still don’t approach me and the biggest issue is revolving your life around your looks. It isn’t your physical appearance ruining everything it’s your mindset, I know it gets to a point where you think it’s your face that’s making everything bad, but fixing it won’t change your life overnight, you need to change yourself mentally and decide to put things above being attractive.
 
It rlly isn’t true, I used to be so ugly and received the same treatment. Honestly now that I’m pretty the bullying has stopped but it’s not like I’m popular now. People still don’t approach me and the biggest issue is revolving your life around your looks. It isn’t your physical appearance ruining everything it’s your mindset, I know it gets to a point where you think it’s your face that’s making everything bad, but fixing it won’t change your life overnight, you need to change yourself mentally and decide to put things above being attractive.
agreed
 
Listen bro I don't mean to sound redpill, but you genuinly need to stop putting yourself down and live a good life, learn to fight for confidence, join a mma class, keep doing your best to looks max u can get surgery later, what do you even look like?
Unfortunately respect will need to be commanded @Dandelions better start being a tough guy...

As i said yesterday, start theater/drama classes you need to roast back people. Don't let them disrespecting you for free. If they want to hate makes them hate for a good reason. Be mean, be frontal, you absolutely need to be confident, the backbone, frame and some balls are mandatory for men

Even prettyboyo and chad get eaten alive emotionally (even physically sometimes) by shitty women

Once you're old enough i recommend you also to start doing a side job like salesman or waiter/barman etc. Social skills and being NT are mandatory in this world

I'm so sorry for you my OG gold king
 
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Thank God I've been incredibly incredibly antisocial and homeschooled most of my life, missing out on the bad stuff that happens aswell, this just made me happy I barely made friends or ever talked with anyone, at this rate all you can do is cope with life until you can get surgery and eventually become way more NT
Yeah, in high school and often in middle school there’s a bunch of awful NT people who treat everyone terribly. They do it for status and to seem “cool” which is unfortunate.
Unfortunately respect will need to be commanded @Dandelions better start being a tough guy...

As i said yesterday, start theater/drama classes you need to roast back people. Don't let them disrespecting you for free. If they want to hate makes them hate for a good reason. Be mean, be frontal, you absolutely need to be confident, the backbone, frame and some balls are mandatory for men

Even prettyboyo and chad get eaten alive emotionally (even physically sometimes) by shitty women

Once you're old enough i recommend you also to start doing a side job like salesman or waiter/barman etc. Social skills and being NT are mandatory in this world

I'm so sorry for you my OG gold king
Thank you man. 🙏
It rlly isn’t true, I used to be so ugly and received the same treatment. Honestly now that I’m pretty the bullying has stopped but it’s not like I’m popular now. People still don’t approach me and the biggest issue is revolving your life around your looks. It isn’t your physical appearance ruining everything it’s your mindset, I know it gets to a point where you think it’s your face that’s making everything bad, but fixing it won’t change your life overnight, you need to change yourself mentally and decide to put things above being attractive.
None of that works until you are attractive. And good treatment leads to good development, and good treatment as a child comes from good looks.
 
Damn, man. My condolences.
Also I can relate to what your father said to you, but he might not actually be trying to be mean. I don't know the exact circumstances of that situation, but for me my father was trying to push me to improve. He does a lot of insults on me and my brother but ik he just wants us to change.
People in this thread have given good advice.
I wonder, if you make a thread on all the good stories that have happened, I would like you to think about your life and these things and compare
 
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Damn, man. My condolences.
Also I can relate to what your father said to you, but he might not actually be trying to be mean. I don't know the exact circumstances of that situation, but for me my father was trying to push me to improve. He does a lot of insults on me and my brother but ik he just wants us to change.
People in this thread have given good advice.
I wonder, if you make a thread on all the good stories that have happened, I would like you to think about your life and these things and compare
Thank you Sigma, maybe i’m not sure. I appreciate the kind words man 💗💗
 

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