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Everyday I find new flaws in myself and it’s like gosh I couldn’t get uglier but then I do. I know this is a forum for incels or something but like being a girl is acc so hard, because the standards of beauty r raised soo high esp in this generation. Growing up as a girl, u notice it, the pretty girl gets more friends, more attention js for being pretty. Idk why it’s so hard for me to make new girlfriends, Ik it’s not my personality cuz that’s the one thing that makes people stay. I feel like I’d never reach the point where I can say “Ik someone who’d pick me in a crowd”. Whenever I meet a guy n he sees my friends, his eyes will always wander off to my friends n I’m not jelaous it js feels shitty not being someone’s “prize”. Idk if I’m the duff friend (minus the fat part) but I know I can say that all my exes were having it for my friends. I’m becoming more and more insecure and i feel like it’s over for me. I don’t even care about male validation I just wnat to look at the mirror without thinking of what procedures I’ll get done once I graduate