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I've started to really hate going to shows
It was my biggest comfort for so long cuz I had my other emo bpd girls and I got to drink and I got to mosh and I got all my feelings out with people that got me
But lately every show is just my friends picking guys up or them getting hit on
I've been going to shows for like 3 years and ive never so much as caught someone's eyes
What was once my only distraction from descecrating loneliness is now the loneliest place to fucking be
And now Saturday and Sunday there's a festival of local bands, and my really prettier older friends are traveling to come, and all my popular friends
My prettiest friend got 1000$ from a guy and is buying drinks all weekend so atleast I dont have to think
But this time im sure to feel extra out of place
It was my biggest comfort for so long cuz I had my other emo bpd girls and I got to drink and I got to mosh and I got all my feelings out with people that got me
But lately every show is just my friends picking guys up or them getting hit on
I've been going to shows for like 3 years and ive never so much as caught someone's eyes
What was once my only distraction from descecrating loneliness is now the loneliest place to fucking be
And now Saturday and Sunday there's a festival of local bands, and my really prettier older friends are traveling to come, and all my popular friends
My prettiest friend got 1000$ from a guy and is buying drinks all weekend so atleast I dont have to think
But this time im sure to feel extra out of place