Im a 17 years old. People around me consider me atractive i take very good care of myself and spend all of my money on selfcare. I have been with girls sexually. But when we talk about love I feel extremely understood by incels. I am extremely romantic thoughtful considerate. But it never seems to be enough. I will never measure up to a man, to deserve love.
Today the girl I like was talking about how thoughtful was a man that wanted with her. he had given her a simple side hug. I have gone out of my way for her, I lowered the moon for her. She told me I was everything she ever dreamed of in a man. She once told me that if I were a man i would be the father of her children. My whole life has been based on being the shadow of men. Every girl i liked broke my heart with a man. And i feel i'll never be enough. I will die alone, no girl wants to have children with other girl. I really want to love deeply, my wife and my child. I have so much love to offer for a family but little to no woman is willing to raise her kids in a family with 2 mothers. I truly believe i would be a much better husband than any man out there.
Today the girl I like was talking about how thoughtful was a man that wanted with her. he had given her a simple side hug. I have gone out of my way for her, I lowered the moon for her. She told me I was everything she ever dreamed of in a man. She once told me that if I were a man i would be the father of her children. My whole life has been based on being the shadow of men. Every girl i liked broke my heart with a man. And i feel i'll never be enough. I will die alone, no girl wants to have children with other girl. I really want to love deeply, my wife and my child. I have so much love to offer for a family but little to no woman is willing to raise her kids in a family with 2 mothers. I truly believe i would be a much better husband than any man out there.
