penguinrope
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(This is super ranty srry i feel like the other posts are too productive. Damn u productive ppl i have a discursive due in 3 hrs)
Tldr need jaw surgery, family dont like think psychotic, internal screaming
No pictures bc I dont want a digital footprint. Imagine my front profile in nice lighting as a chinese mix between sui he and gemma ward (if u can imagine that somehow). Not rlly insecure abt it...
My 3/4, bad lighting front and side is butt-ugly femcel bc my lower third is fucked.
Rn my teeth is screwed up bc my fuckass mum didnt care enough to teach me hygiene but I can get composite bonding since its cheap if my parents keep their promise so idrc rn.
BUT my jaw is literally so messed up rn bc I mouthbreathed in my sleep in my early teens and my mum (again) didnt bother to correct me. I LOOK LIKE THAT MOUTH BREATHING MEME FROM THE SIDE. Its literally given me mental breakdowns and fuel to ropemax from how downgrown and fugly it is. My mum refuses to get jaw surgery for me bc its too risky but I convinced her to get genio but she keeps flip flopping around and saying that my fucking philtrum is the issue and that I dont carry myself correctly (srry that I dont look perfect whilst sitting at home) and that I need to ask my dad whose side thinks im borderline schizophrenic.
They keep telling me that I look good already and keep saying that im insecure and gonna go down a rabbit hole of plastic surgery. My dads side is basically all recessed too so they've been excusing it as genetics as well. Tis genuinely pmo sm bc i cant talk to anyone abt it bc everyone already thinks im insane and insecure and I dont want my friends to notice my jaw either. But I genuinely can't look at my side pfp without vomiting and praying that it'll somehow rotate itself back to not being recessed.
I was thinking genio but my case is too recessed for it not to look kinda wack from the side so ill likely need a rotational djs WHICH my family will disagree even more with. I wanna get it done before uni but the prospects are looking worse and worse... I kinda need a bandaid solution that will keep me from having a psychotic break until I can somehow summon $35k and turn 18.
It makes me look rlly shit in most photos bc of lighting and makes me worry if I can find a partner that I actually LIKE in the future. The guys I like aren't going for a girl who they cant look at from any angle other than the front
My parents keep talking abt how looks and money dont matter but theyre divorced and also kinda chopped losers (srry) who didnt give me enough attention as a kid.
Bless the heavens my mum made one good choice and had me do a palate expander at 14 (that she's currently complaining abt having done bc my face looks off???)
Srry if this sounds super femcel, i dont talk abt this to other ppl and I broke my one year "do not look or think abt the side profile" today. If u read this far thank u for coming to my schizo ramblings
Tldr need jaw surgery, family dont like think psychotic, internal screaming
No pictures bc I dont want a digital footprint. Imagine my front profile in nice lighting as a chinese mix between sui he and gemma ward (if u can imagine that somehow). Not rlly insecure abt it...
My 3/4, bad lighting front and side is butt-ugly femcel bc my lower third is fucked.
Rn my teeth is screwed up bc my fuckass mum didnt care enough to teach me hygiene but I can get composite bonding since its cheap if my parents keep their promise so idrc rn.
BUT my jaw is literally so messed up rn bc I mouthbreathed in my sleep in my early teens and my mum (again) didnt bother to correct me. I LOOK LIKE THAT MOUTH BREATHING MEME FROM THE SIDE. Its literally given me mental breakdowns and fuel to ropemax from how downgrown and fugly it is. My mum refuses to get jaw surgery for me bc its too risky but I convinced her to get genio but she keeps flip flopping around and saying that my fucking philtrum is the issue and that I dont carry myself correctly (srry that I dont look perfect whilst sitting at home) and that I need to ask my dad whose side thinks im borderline schizophrenic.
They keep telling me that I look good already and keep saying that im insecure and gonna go down a rabbit hole of plastic surgery. My dads side is basically all recessed too so they've been excusing it as genetics as well. Tis genuinely pmo sm bc i cant talk to anyone abt it bc everyone already thinks im insane and insecure and I dont want my friends to notice my jaw either. But I genuinely can't look at my side pfp without vomiting and praying that it'll somehow rotate itself back to not being recessed.
I was thinking genio but my case is too recessed for it not to look kinda wack from the side so ill likely need a rotational djs WHICH my family will disagree even more with. I wanna get it done before uni but the prospects are looking worse and worse... I kinda need a bandaid solution that will keep me from having a psychotic break until I can somehow summon $35k and turn 18.
It makes me look rlly shit in most photos bc of lighting and makes me worry if I can find a partner that I actually LIKE in the future. The guys I like aren't going for a girl who they cant look at from any angle other than the front
My parents keep talking abt how looks and money dont matter but theyre divorced and also kinda chopped losers (srry) who didnt give me enough attention as a kid.Bless the heavens my mum made one good choice and had me do a palate expander at 14 (that she's currently complaining abt having done bc my face looks off???)
Srry if this sounds super femcel, i dont talk abt this to other ppl and I broke my one year "do not look or think abt the side profile" today. If u read this far thank u for coming to my schizo ramblings
