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I’m not gonna come home of course,after school I’ll either walk,walk,walk and walk or go to my friend first. Either way I have to decide if things are healthy in such conditions and state. When I’m home,I’m always the same,sitting in the same position without moving because I know if I get out of my room I have to confront things that I hate and I’d do everything for this just to be normal. Enough yap yap either way no one gives a fuck anyways. Will I stay outside at night? Maybe. Will I sleep at night if so? No.
General tomorrow plan: Enjoy time near a field before the sun fully rises,it’s the only thing that dosent bore me except walking and listening to music. Walk about 7km to different location,I know the region but I don’t know where EXACTLY to settle. I’d like a nice spot with a nice view,it won’t rain but if it does I have an umbrella.
Where will I sleep or when? I’m not even sure,when I was technically in the same conditions I was sleeping in my attic but no attic anymore so I don’t have an answer.
Food,water? I will just not eat anything,I’ve went a week without eating multiple times. Water? I know a cute spring.
I will be thinking about how to figure out I will resolve or at least neutralize most of my problems in life,I won’t just give up of course. You may be also importantly asking? Can’t you do this at home? I don’t joke when I say I have autism,and the worst thing I have about it is the worst overstimulation response ever. If I get slightly overwhelmed,my first thought and response is to get as far away as possible. I hope you understand what this means.
General tomorrow plan: Enjoy time near a field before the sun fully rises,it’s the only thing that dosent bore me except walking and listening to music. Walk about 7km to different location,I know the region but I don’t know where EXACTLY to settle. I’d like a nice spot with a nice view,it won’t rain but if it does I have an umbrella.
Where will I sleep or when? I’m not even sure,when I was technically in the same conditions I was sleeping in my attic but no attic anymore so I don’t have an answer.
Food,water? I will just not eat anything,I’ve went a week without eating multiple times. Water? I know a cute spring.
I will be thinking about how to figure out I will resolve or at least neutralize most of my problems in life,I won’t just give up of course. You may be also importantly asking? Can’t you do this at home? I don’t joke when I say I have autism,and the worst thing I have about it is the worst overstimulation response ever. If I get slightly overwhelmed,my first thought and response is to get as far away as possible. I hope you understand what this means.
