Self improvement is the best improvement. I keep having dreams about college

[50pushupseverymorning]

I keep having dreams that I'm wandering the streets at night of a college neighbhorhood in the city, except it's not buildings like a city, but houses on the outskirts of a city. It's kind of hilly, and there are college parties all the time, and hot white girls walking around, and they're usually very nice even if they reject me.

I dream of going.. I dream of looksmaxxing and going... I had a dream....

I was late 20s.... But I saw a cute little blonde college girl sitting at the baseball game under a roof, next to some scrub. She was smiling with braces. I wasn't attracted to her sexually, I have low libido, but her face was gorgeous, it represented everything I couldn't have. For I am..

Now.. what happened? I switch went off, I said fuck it. I went over jumped over the first row of seating. I leaned over the scrub she was sitting next.

"EXCUSE ME?!?!" "EXCUSE ME!?! Just ONE THING ONE THING. I thought YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY, And I wanted to know if we can talk?"

She said, "Talk about what?" I pretended I didn't hear her idk why. "WHAT?" "Whats up bro? SHE CAN TELL ME TO LEAVE IF SHE WANTS THEN I'LL NEVER TALK TO HER AGAIN, WHY YOU SO SCARED? SHE CAN TALK FOR HERSELF." I told the scrub.

Anyhow she rejected me. But I went for it!

 

[height]

Damn i saw that girl and we made physical contact last week

 

[50pushupseverymorning]

Damn i saw that girl and we made physical contact last week

A HOLE!