shoot me

[jestr]

the worst fucking thing about being borderline is like i could be absolutely on cloud 9 like all fucking day and then the minute one slightly upsetting thing happens nothing is worth it and im curled up in a balll bawling my eyes out again

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

the worst fucking thing about being borderline is like i could be absolutely on cloud 9 like all fucking day and then the minute one slightly upsetting thing happens nothing is worth it and im curled up in a balll bawling my eyes out again

Try weed and chill tf out

 

[jestr]

Try weed and chill tf out

I smoke like 24/7 and it does fucking nothing
the only time my mood is slightly stable is when im blackout drunk, and even then im a really really sad drunk i just bawl till i barf

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

I smoke like 24/7 and it does fucking nothing
the only time my mood is slightly stable is when im blackout drunk, and even then im a really really sad drunk i just bawl till i barf

Get your life together in some way or another you seem to spiral into self-destructive behavior in every front

 

[jestr]

Get your life together in some way or another you seem to spiral into self-destructive behavior in every front

i cant DO THAT im at a point where nothing is in my hands anymore
and even if my life was together i am still severely SEVERELY borderline and schizoaffective
along with an alchoholic chainsmoking drugaddict to a point of withdrawals
im fucking doomed
i need to rope

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

i cant DO THAT im at a point where nothing is in my hands anymore
and even if my life was together i am still severely SEVERELY borderline and schizoaffective
along with an alchoholic chainsmoking drugaddict to a point of withdrawals
im fucking doomed
i need to rope

No one needs to rope, there's still room for self-improvement but you gotta get a grip on yourself

 

[jestr]

No one needs to rope, there's still room for self-improvement but you gotta get a grip on yourself

i physically cant even get a grip on if things i see are real or not
how am i supposed to do that

 

[Lost Ferry CEO]

i physically cant even get a grip on if things i see are real or not
how am i supposed to do that

Stop the drugs and the mindless hedonism