should I run away so I can fast js restrict without my parents worrying or intervening. I have no self control

[yellophineas]

I think I have binge eating disorder. I had like 1500 calories AT LEAST for the past week. I don't know what the fuck's going on
I just want to look fucking better. I wanna feel better about my body, I'm so fucking fat my weight matters more than my height to me rn.

I had anorexia last year, on the way to recovery I developed bulimia
Sometimes I still dabble into those uh ways, I been vomiting, my face is so bloated. My stomach is too. My limbs are fucking huge
5'3 and I'm 102 pounds
13


should i run away

 

[milkjar]

average ano foid on here

"i'm 4'6 and 62 pounds, should I murder my family cause they're not allowing me to worsen my Ed"

 

[lifelover]

yes

 

[over0]

You're 13 eating less will just make you look worse
1. It's borderline impossible for you to get hollows or any kind of good definition
2. You're limiting your bone development and indirectly making it harder for your future self to lose weight by limiting hieght

You can get better and running away never works out

 

[Hey Lo]

get a better diet or tell ur parents u wanna start eating better, since ur in the age where puberty hits, nutrious foods are good and restricting food will be very bad for ur growth

 

[dipenhydramine]

if ur a male you should prolly eat more so you dont end up an estrogenic manlet like me

 

[yellophineas]

average ano foid on here

"i'm 4'6 and 62 pounds, should I murder my family cause they're not allowing me to worsen my Ed"

should I

 

[giga.mia]

As someone with an ed too we both unironically have the exact same measurements, it’s funny ur basically calling both of us fat

 

[blanquita444]

I think I have binge eating disorder. I had like 1500 calories AT LEAST for the past week. I don't know what the fuck's going on
I just want to look fucking better. I wanna feel better about my body, I'm so fucking fat my weight matters more than my height to me rn.

I had anorexia last year, on the way to recovery I developed bulimia
Sometimes I still dabble into those uh ways, I been vomiting, my face is so bloated. My stomach is too. My limbs are fucking huge
5'3 and I'm 102 pounds
13


should i run away

Youre going to look back at this in approximately 3 years and cringe

 

[Lebensmude]

I think I have binge eating disorder. I had like 1500 calories AT LEAST for the past week. I don't know what the fuck's going on
I just want to look fucking better. I wanna feel better about my body, I'm so fucking fat my weight matters more than my height to me rn.

I had anorexia last year, on the way to recovery I developed bulimia
Sometimes I still dabble into those uh ways, I been vomiting, my face is so bloated. My stomach is too. My limbs are fucking huge
5'3 and I'm 102 pounds
13


should i run away

..what?
No

 

[Lebensmude]

You're 13 eating less will just make you look worse
1. It's borderline impossible for you to get hollows or any kind of good definition
2. You're limiting your bone development and indirectly making it harder for your future self to lose weight by limiting hieght

You can get better and running away never works out

if she's between 5'2-4'11 1500 calories is maintenance and any lower will make her lose weight

 

[Mandy?]

If you’re that height and that weight then I seriously recommend you look in the mirror and ask yourself twice if you’re huge. People run away for all sorts of reasons,weight is not reason. I currently ran away due to the many reasons TLDR everything around my life got worse and worse and am homeless to rethink my life and also hopefully feel like myself again soon. I go from place to place,I have no fucking food,I have to walk some miles to get water,It’s hard to find a decent place to sleep and I know if I go back home shit will be worse. But you? You’re gonna fucking run because you want to lose weight? That has to be the most ridiculous shit and non mature thing I heard. Why don’t you fix your health,your weight for your height is completely fine there’s no reason to lose more. I personally think,you just see yourself as fat but that’s beside the point. Fucking NO,you must be retarded to even lose more weight because that can trigger your anorexia to come back but running away for it is even more stupid. Please,think twice before you even start deciding.

 

[Lebensmude]

I think I have binge eating disorder. I had like 1500 calories AT LEAST for the past week. I don't know what the fuck's going on
I just want to look fucking better. I wanna feel better about my body, I'm so fucking fat my weight matters more than my height to me rn.

I had anorexia last year, on the way to recovery I developed bulimia
Sometimes I still dabble into those uh ways, I been vomiting, my face is so bloated. My stomach is too. My limbs are fucking huge
5'3 and I'm 102 pounds
13


should i run away

your maintenance calories are 2300, you're eating in a severe calory deficit, this is textbook anorexia and you should get a therapist

 

[Mandy?]

No 13 year old should be starving themselves like this,it’s also sad to see 13 year olds themselves be so obsessed about they’re weight despite being in normal range. Eat your fucking food.

 

[blanquita444]

If you’re that height and that weight then I seriously recommend you look in the mirror and ask yourself twice if you’re huge. People run away for all sorts of reasons,weight is not reason. I currently ran away due to the many reasons TLDR everything around my life got worse and worse and am homeless to rethink my life and also hopefully feel like myself again soon. I’m go from place to place,I have no fucking food,I have to walk some miles to get water,It’s hard to find a decent place to sleep and I know if I go back home shit will be worse. But you? You’re gonna fucking run because you want to lose weight? That has to be the most ridiculous shit and non mature thing I heard. Why don’t you fix your health,your weight for your height is completely fine there’s no reason to lose more. I personally think,you just see yourself as fat but that’s beside the point. Fucking NO,you must be retarded to even lose more weight because that can trigger your anorexia to come back but running away for it is even more stupid. Please,think twice before you even start deciding.

yeah i was thinking the same thing, as someone who also used to be homeless, why would u run away on purpose unless u were genuinely abused or sum shit? lol

 

[yellophineas]

As someone with an ed too we both unironically have the exact same measurements, it’s funny ur basically calling both of us fat

I'm not calling both of us fat
my mom called me fat when I was 42 kg nd same height
that's why I perceive myself the way I do

 

[yellophineas]

If you’re that height and that weight then I seriously recommend you look in the mirror and ask yourself twice if you’re huge. People run away for all sorts of reasons,weight is not reason. I currently ran away due to the many reasons TLDR everything around my life got worse and worse and am homeless to rethink my life and also hopefully feel like myself again soon. I go from place to place,I have no fucking food,I have to walk some miles to get water,It’s hard to find a decent place to sleep and I know if I go back home shit will be worse. But you? You’re gonna fucking run because you want to lose weight? That has to be the most ridiculous shit and non mature thing I heard. Why don’t you fix your health,your weight for your height is completely fine there’s no reason to lose more. I personally think,you just see yourself as fat but that’s beside the point. Fucking NO,you must be retarded to even lose more weight because that can trigger your anorexia to come back but running away for it is even more stupid. Please,think twice before you even start deciding.

It's not just my weight but it's also I'm just really scared of my parents
every single night they come into my room and lecture me about how they miss the way I used to be, how they're so disappointed about the way I turned out. they dont like how i avoid talking to them, don't like the fact that I relapsed self harm, despise the music I listen to, and they always point out my scars, complain about them and how it ruins THEIR reputation, even though dem scars r fuckin healed. my relationship with my parents fell apart 2 years ago. I dont want to fix it but they do.

 

[yellophineas]

Youre going to look back at this in approximately 3 years and cringe

heh...what if i dont make it 3 years further
*turns into 6'7 dominant alpha lonewolf*

 

[yellophineas]

your maintenance calories are 2300, you're eating in a severe calory deficit, this is textbook anorexia and you should get a therapist

brosama twin laden i WISH my maintenance was 2300

 

[Ghoultune]

Do you want to be taller or not

 

[Lebensmude]

brosama twin laden i WISH my maintenance was 2300

its likely over 2300 sicne you're also going through puberty

 

[yellophineas]

its likely over 2300 sicne you're also going through puberty

i started eating over 1500 after stopping eting for 6 days

 

[yellophineas]

Do you want to be taller or not

*shrug*

 

[Lebensmude]

i have no tits

You’d have tits if you were eating your maintenance calories

 

[yellophineas]

You’d have tits if you were eating your maintenance calories

bro how do i delete my reply

 

[Lebensmude]

bro how do i delete my reply

Report the message and use the reason “delete pls mods”

 

[yellophineas]

Report the message and use the reason “delete pls mods”

thanks