Nice to meet ya'll. Been sort of soft maxing for almost a decade and didnt know there was a movement. My self hatred and inceldom caused me to settle for someone, and only after spending a few years together and falling in love with a younger woman did i realize i fucked up. Im 28 and kinda have given up for the most part, but have some plans i want to see come to fruition before i totally bite it. So, i've decided life aint worth living if i cant be who i want. Here I am. Thanks.