Rage Sleep eating is unironically gonna make me commit suicide

[gooning2u67]

every fucking time I hit my goal I wake up with snacks on my bed, like no joke, it's a thing I remember when I lost 100lb at 15-16 It made me almost self harm but I was talked out of it (I was retarded back then I know), recently it's been happening for 2-3 weeks I legit dont know what to do I locked my door but it's not even fucking working, I'm willing to put so much fucking work but my piece of shit good for nothing body doesnt want me too, why? Why does this fucking happen to me lmfao it literally pisses me off I can make so much progress if I just stopped sleep-eating. I'm planning on making myself throw up each time I do it, because I eat so healthy but I wake up in nights covered in crackers dude or snacks that I PERSONALLY fucking hate. like lemon crackers or fucking ruffles like who the fuck eats ruffles? The fuck and then my parents are like "Dont worry about it" like bro I got an eating disorder i need to worry about this

There was this one time I had animal crackers all over my bed, I DONT EVEN LIKE ANIMAL CRACKERS???

I'm probably gonna schizomaxx or buy something that can help with this because it's been bothering me

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Bro I think you need to see a dr

 

[gooning2u67]

Bro I think you need to see a dr

no insurance.... might be over

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

no insurance.... might be over

Tagging smart people for you
@Randomized Shame
@TonyDr
@Tool

 

[gooning2u67]

Tagging smart people for you
@Randomized Shame
@TonyDr
@Tool

thanks! Gonna go to bed now back day

 

[gooning2u67]

Tagging smart people for you
@Randomized Shame
@TonyDr
@Tool

okay one more reply cus i made a video about it

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

okay one more reply cus i made a video about it
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POLVORONES BRO EHAT IS GOING ON U NEED TO SET UP CAMERAS

 

[gooning2u67]

POLVORONES BRO EHAT IS GOING ON U NEED TO SET UP CAMERAS

i acc wanted to start a fitness channel but liiike im shy

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

i acc wanted to start a fitness channel but liiike im shy

I will watch

 

[TonyDr]

thanks! Gonna go to bed now back day

Best solution is having zero junk food inside the house tbh

 

[gooning2u67]

Best solution is having zero junk food inside the house tbh

living with parents. I pay for my own food but they keep buying me food maybe I can ask if they can hide them