Serious social anxiety

[Foid]

It has gotten so so so so bad.
Lately if someone stares at me for a bit too long my heart starts beating so fast that I genuinely get dizzy and have trouble walking for the rest of the day.

It's genuinely fucking over, I can't physically force myself to talk to new people anymore and it doesn't help the fact that i want to change my school

 

[ecoli]

It has gotten so so so so bad.
Lately if someone stares at me for a bit too long my heart starts beating so fast that I genuinely get dizzy and have trouble walking for the rest of the day.

It's genuinely fucking over, I can't physically force myself to talk to new people anymore and it doesn't help the fact that i want to change my school

i think we all suffer from this the only thing that actually helps is medication

 

[Foid]

i think we all suffer from this the only thing that actually helps is medication

My ADHD medication made it worse lwk 🫩

 

[ecoli]

My ADHD medication made it worse lwk 🫩

get anxiety medication

 

[Ldar09867]

can't physically force myself to talk to new people

Good thing you know me

 

[Notnotover0]

It has gotten so so so so bad.
Lately if someone stares at me for a bit too long my heart starts beating so fast that I genuinely get dizzy and have trouble walking for the rest of the day.

It's genuinely fucking over, I can't physically force myself to talk to new people anymore and it doesn't help the fact that i want to change my school

Try benzos but tbh this is normal well from experience

 

[Foid]

get anxiety medication

Lwk I'm getting diagnosed for autism soon so I might get diagnosed for anxiety as well to get the meds

 

[Foid]

Try benzos but tbh this is normal well from experience

I'll try to get access to it, I'm so tired of being on the verge of passing out everyday 🫩

 

[Notnotover0]

My ADHD medication made it worse lwk 🫩

From what iv heard you're pharmacogenetics doesn't go well with the Methylphenidate unfortunately you can get aphatamines so you may need to mao-b inhibitor eg Selegine with L-Tyrosine

 

[avzrael]

It has gotten so so so so bad.
Lately if someone stares at me for a bit too long my heart starts beating so fast that I genuinely get dizzy and have trouble walking for the rest of the day.

It's genuinely fucking over, I can't physically force myself to talk to new people anymore and it doesn't help the fact that i want to change my school

Same

 

[Foid]

From what iv heard you're pharmacogenetics doesn't go well with the Methylphenidate unfortunately you can get aphatamines so you may need to mao-b inhibitor eg Selegine with L-Tyrosine

Damn I did not understand a single word you just said

 

[glayu]

I can't physically force myself to talk to new people anymore and it doesn't help the fact that i want to change my school

Yo bro, how are you doing today?

So, based on what you've said, and the fact that you're in this forum, you probably care too much about what people think of you, both regarding your appearance and your actions/personality, and that's probably why you're afraid of being judged, generating this phobia.

My recommendations for you: find a social hobby, like a martial art or something like that. I don't know what the culture of your country is like, but, generally, someone will help you fit in.

Be strong, my brotha.

 

[Notnotover0]

Lwk I'm getting diagnosed for autism soon so I might get diagnosed for anxiety as well to get the meds

Most likely they would give you anti depressants SSRIs most likely in your situation instead of benzos

 

[Foid]

Yo bro, how are you doing today?

So, based on what you've said, and the fact that you're in this forum, you probably care too much about what people think of you, both regarding your appearance and your actions/personality, and that's probably why you're afraid of being judged, generating this phobia.

My recommendations for you: find a social hobby, like a martial art or something like that. I don't know what the culture of your country is like, but, generally, someone will help you fit in.

Be strong, my brotha.

I have tried different social hobbies and unfortunately all off them ended up in me still being an outcast

I just care way too much about how others perceive me and that's the only thing I'm able to think about when being in public, thus making me act unusual and off putting whenever I interact with someone new

 

[Foid]

Most likely they would give you anti depressants SSRIs most likely in your situation instead of benzos

Idc what they give me as long as it helps me act less nd

 

[Notnotover0]

Damn I did not understand a single word you just said

Ok sometimes I forget English isn't your first language and you are 14

" From what iv heard you're pharmacogenetics doesn't go well with the Methylphenidate"


Pharmacogenetics basically I'm trying to say that Metadate is not working with your biology so you need to switch to a different drug "Adderall" that you can't get access too


unfortunately you can get aphatamines so you may need to mao-b inhibitor eg Selegilene with L-Tyrosine

Since we can't get Adderall we are are going to use selegilene to make metadate stronger

 

[Notnotover0]

Idc what they give me as long as it helps me act less nd

After like 6 years of being Nd I wish I accepted it sooner but just me.

You can try to fight it tho

 

[glayu]

I have tried different social hobbies and unfortunately all off them ended up in me still being an outcast

I just care way too much about how others perceive me and that's the only thing I'm able to think about when being in public, thus making me act unusual and off putting whenever I interact with someone new

I know how you feel, I went through something very similar when I was younger (14-19y).

You only need ONE situation to break this damn cycle, believe me, when you understand that nobody really cares about you, this phobia will improve significantly

 

[Foid]

Ok sometimes I forget English isn't your first language and you are 14

" From what iv heard you're pharmacogenetics doesn't go well with the Methylphenidate"


Pharmacogenetics basically I'm trying to say that Metadate is not working with your biology so you need to switch to a different drug "Adderall" that you can't get access too


unfortunately you can get aphatamines so you may need to mao-b inhibitor eg Selegilene with L-Tyrosine

Since we can't get Adderall we are are going to use selegilene to make metadate stronger

I just don't know the different medications you're talking about but still thanks for explaining

 

[Foid]

After like 6 years of being Nd I wish I accepted it sooner but just me.

You can try to fight it tho

I can't accept how much of a loser I am because of it but I know that one day I will eventually come to accept that there's no hope left for me

 

[Notnotover0]

I just don't know the different medications you're talking about but still thanks for explaining

Yea usually I explain the drugs just for people not to use them btw I recommend when you're going by the phycryratris say that the ADHD meds are not working due to my pharmacogenetics (farmakogenetyka) they might find a way to import Adderall from the USA

 

[Notnotover0]

I can't accept how much of a loser I am because of it but I know that one day I will eventually come to accept that there's no hope left for me

Yea been 6 years I'm still coping probably going to end it In 2

 

[Foid]

I know how you feel, I went through something very similar when I was younger (14-19y).

You only need ONE situation to break this damn cycle, believe me, when you understand that nobody really cares about you, this phobia will improve significantly

What situation?

Because to be completely fair I am well aware that no one cares about me and no normal person sees all my flaws when just by looking at me but yet just knowing that I can see everything thats wrong with my appearance is enough for me to get a panic attack when I'm outside 🫩

 

[Foid]

Yea been 6 years I'm still coping probably going to end it In 2

Don't do ts n***a, we gotta keep living to goon to anime htbs

 

[Notnotover0]

Don't do ts n***a, we gotta keep living to goon to anime htbs

Bro great new you might have hope for the ADHD meds I just checked Lisdexamfetamine
Or Elvanse/Vyvanse is available if you want to know Adderall is a mix of Lisdexamfetamine and dextroamphetamine

Xr 25/75. 75 Lisdexamfetamine
It 50/50



I think there hope for you child

You live In Poland right

 

[glayu]

Because to be completely fair I am well aware that no one cares about me and no normal person sees all my flaws when just by looking at me but yet just knowing that I can see everything thats wrong with my appearance is enough for me to get a panic attack when I'm outside 🫩

Let's imagine that everyone can see and observe everything you see as a flaw in yourself.

And then what? What could happen?

Nobody will remember you after 30 minutes, nobody really cares

 

[Foid]

Bro great new you might have hope for the ADHD meds I just checked Lisdexamfetamine
Or Elvanse/Vyvanse is available if you want to know Adderall is a mix of Lisdexamfetamine and dextroamphetamine

Xr 25/75. 75 Lisdexamfetamine
It 50/50



I think there hope for you child

You live In Poland right

Okay now I gotta adhd maxx to the maximum so they prescribe me it

 

[Notnotover0]

Okay now I gotta adhd maxx to the maximum so they prescribe me it

Yes sirr

 

[Foid]

Let's imagine that everyone can see and observe everything you see as a flaw in yourself.

And then what? What could happen?

Nobody will remember you after 30 minutes, nobody really cares

Idc if others don't care about my apperance, just knowing that it's there is enough for me even if it's not visible to others