holy yap might edit this later cus I have a feeling I might get flamed for posting this
not physically but I really don't understand why I'm like this. I really don't think it's because of hormones or periods but my mood swings are HORRIBLE, i'll be really happy but the second someone or something irritates me my mood completely switches. some days I love my life and others I'm contemplating relapsing into bad habits again. sometimes I'm needy and in need of validation and sometimes I don't want to talk to anyone for multiple days, I'm not verbally loud about this but it's extremely noticeable. currently all I really want is physical affection but idk who I want it from (does that make sense?) I've mentioned this before but my psychiatrist keeps throwing the word "bi-polar" around and he said there's a possibility I could have it. I don't believe him since I'm young wouldn't it be harder to diagnose something like that for me? it this really just hormones? idk i've been on multiple mood stabilizers in the past and they don't do anything, lamictal works okay for me but I keep forgetting to take it everyday. alright I don't know why I'm talking abt this rn
I hope people don't view me as a weirdo cus ik I'm not
not physically but I really don't understand why I'm like this. I really don't think it's because of hormones or periods but my mood swings are HORRIBLE, i'll be really happy but the second someone or something irritates me my mood completely switches. some days I love my life and others I'm contemplating relapsing into bad habits again. sometimes I'm needy and in need of validation and sometimes I don't want to talk to anyone for multiple days, I'm not verbally loud about this but it's extremely noticeable. currently all I really want is physical affection but idk who I want it from (does that make sense?) I've mentioned this before but my psychiatrist keeps throwing the word "bi-polar" around and he said there's a possibility I could have it. I don't believe him since I'm young wouldn't it be harder to diagnose something like that for me? it this really just hormones? idk i've been on multiple mood stabilizers in the past and they don't do anything, lamictal works okay for me but I keep forgetting to take it everyday. alright I don't know why I'm talking abt this rn
I hope people don't view me as a weirdo cus ik I'm not
